Imperfection

Twelve

The Cullens all left the battlefield since I'm going to be the one to burn their bodies, I need to burn some shit. Edward took the blood singer away and is going to get mother's jewelry back because they do not belong to whores.

Just as I finish burning the last body, a hush of air goes through me and I'm pushed up against the boulder that the wolves were hiding behind when they were waiting to surprise the newborns. Demetri is before me and the pain I've felt goes away "What the hell?" He demands. He's got me caged in, his body pressed against mine with his hands on either side of my head.

"Huh?" I ask

"How" reiterating the question "are you blocking me? Do you understand how worried, terrified I was—am with whatever you doing to keep me from sensing your presence?"

"I'm a shield" I tell him "I didn't know you cared so much"

He just stares at me "You don't know...do you?"

"Know what?"

He doesn't say anything before asking "What do you feel?" Raising my eyebrow "right now when you look at me, what do you feel?"

"I...I feel calm" feeling the feelings that come to mind with Demetri here "I don't feel pain...full, I feel like I'm full that nothing will satisfy me the way I'm being filled right now with you here. What is this feeling?"

He smirks "That's the mate bond" I'm sorry? What? "Didn't your creator tell you about this? Or didn't your soul give some sort of indication?"

"I destroyed my creator" shrugging my shoulders. My creator instead of helping me, he tried to fuck me every chance he got and I snapped after a year and killed him "and I haven't really listened to my soul in a very long time, I tend to block out my subconscious a lot of the time" 

Demetri stares at me for some time before pressing his lips to mine, taking a moment I kiss him back. Moving my hands, sliding them up his body to his shoulders I hold on tightly. Demetri moves one of his hands down my body to grab my hip as the other hand wraps around my hair pulling me back kissing me from a deeper angle. 

Our kiss becomes more needy, messy. Moaning against each other, we hastily remove each others clothing before Demetri picks me up using the boulder behind me for support. Pulling away, arching my back when Demetri thrusted into me "Oh!" 

Demetri moves his head to take one of my breasts into his mouth, oh god! I haven't felt like this in a long time, the last time I felt like this way decades ago with my lover Arion. Oh god, what a long time ago that was. It took some time before I could let a man near me again after what my birth father did, but eventually I did it. I was able to allow myself to let a man touch me without getting panic attacks. 

"Faster" Moaning to Demetri, the boulder behind us breaks when I wrap my legs tighly around Demetri holding him closer. One of his arms is wrapped tightly around my back while his hand smashed the boulder gripping the boulder. The sounds of our flesh slapping one another echo in the woods "Oh god, harder!"

My nails claw Demetri's frozen back as I reach my high, clenching my walls around him. Demetri stills inside of me a few seconds later, releasing his seed inside of me. Taking deep breaths, Demetri and I look at one another silent before I start to laugh. Snorting like a pig as Demetri makes a confused face "Why are you laughing?"

"Edward is going to be scarred until he controls his powers" I tell him, running my hands over his shoulders "when the human is turned we are taking my brother, we will be doing a lot of memorable things that i am not going to block your mind so whatever fantasy of me you think of that disgusts my brother" smirking at how Edward will be "it will give him more incentive to control his gift"

"We?" He asks

"I am a possessive bitch like that" nodding my head "you aren't going back to the Volturi, even if I have to tie you up and lock you away"

Smirking "I was thinking the same thing in a way" raising my eyebrow "I was thinking how, if you didn't come back with me and stay by my side I would have tied you up and dragged you back"

"Possessive vampires we are" 

Nodding his head "that we are" sighing as he leans down inhaling my scent, he whispers "I love this, being inside of you"

"I love having you inside of me"