Finding myself through all the pain

Part 3

Anne's POV

I seriously don't understand why they keep telling me about Monica, yes she's my sister but I'm not obligated to be there for her if I don't want to, don't get me wrong I'm not being spiteful or anything , im just not ready to go through that again with her, I will only go when it's the funeral. Pearl has to grow up and it's time she pays for the good things Mo used to do for her. I'm currently staying with my boyfriend and he's abusive, I want to leave him but he sponsors the life I'm living, so basically I'm nothing without him. My name is Anne Grootbom, a sister to Pearl and Monica. And I'm currently staying in Johannesburg with Zeke Jonas my boyfriend and my family in Mpumalanga.

Me: ( calling Aunty Lydia) hey aunty , I'm calling to ask how Mo is doing since I tried calling her earlier but her phone was off .

Lydia: (chuckling) why don't you come and check up on her in person since you're so worried about her tsk

Me: yho ayke forget I asked, i told you last time why I can't come and stop pestering me with the same shit nxa! Bye ( I hang when she's about to answer)

Let me cook before Zeke comes back and ruin my face, I put my pots on the stove after 3hours I'm done with everything, now im sitting on our couch playing with my phone as I wait for my man.
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After an hour Zeke enters and comes straight to me and kisses me and I kiss him back hard, and I break the kiss by asking him how was his day and he ignores my question.

Zeke: can dish up for me and stop asking me stupid questions.

( okay I don't know where that's coming from but I know better than to ask questions when he's in one of his moods)

I dish up for him and I give him the plate and I went up to take my night shower after I'm done went to our room to put on my pyjamas but I find him seated naked at the end of the bed waiting for me

Zeke: get on your knees( as pumps his black long dick)

I nolonger ask questions because i know what he wants, I get on my knees and I take his dick to my mouth and I start sucking him as he groans.
After few minutes he makes me stand up and he kisses my neck and he inserts his dick without even making me ready, I would say it's rape but I give myself willingly to this man. He fucks me hard and fast

Me: Ahhh babe wait ah you're hurting me (trying to run but no he pulls me back and goes more faster)

Him: take it Annie ( thrusts harder) like you take my money ( he licks my ear and spanks me)

A tear slip as i remember that I need to act like I'm enjoying everything so he won't be too hard coz if he continues fucking me like this then my cervix is gonna get bruised.

Me: yeah baby give it to me daddy nice and slow ahh yeah ( and he starts to lower his pace and I take out my tongue and he sucks it )

Him: fuck mami ahh ( and just like that he cums)
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Anne's POV

Tomorrow I need to go see Jay, so he can make me cum, because this asshole doesn't give a shit about my pleasure anymore, I look at the man next to me and sigh, I don't know where we went wrong coz everything used to be fun and he was a loving man. I fix my pillow and I sleep.