Rise of the Dawn

Its about time

“stop chasing me Camirrah! You're not tired of chasing me? stop wasting your time on me!!stop wasting my time! I dont like you and i will never like you!! You're always ruining my day!!stop pestering my day!! Stop being so desperate because its not good to a girl like you to chase and beg for a man's attention!! Hinding hindi ko magugustuhan ang isang desperadang katulad mo, Camirrah! Kaya pwede ba? Tumigil kana dahil bwesit na bwesit na ako sayo!! Magkaroon ka naman ng kahit na kunting kahihiyan para sa sarili mo. Ikaw pa talaga ang nahahabol sa lalaki?! How desperate you are. Itaga mo dyan sa kukute mo na hinding hindi ako magkakagusto sayo!! Never!! And these cookies?? I don't need these! Mamaya nilagyan mopa to ng gayuma ganun ka kadesperada diba?!" Drake said and trow the box of cookies on the trash bin

‘ loving you is the hardest thing I've ever did Drake.Very hard.’

“ The sunset is beautiful isn't it??yet it's so painful. But anyway your wish is my command,Drake. Im gonna stop now. Im sorry for being desperate. I'm sorry if i ruined your days. Im sorry for wasting your time. I just want to be with you,just for 2 months. And i guess this is the right time to say goodbye......sa loob ng dalawang buwan nag enjoy naman ako kasi nakasama parin kita kahit pa galit na galit ka sakin. Im sorry Drake its just that—i want to do it or should i say i need to do it. I hope na maging masaya ka Drake. Sadyang madaya lang talaga ang mundo dahil sa ganitong lagay pa tayo nabuhay i mean ako pala.....hindi mona ako makikita pa mula ngayon, lalayuan na kita ayoko pa naman sana pero sadyang nakatadhana na nga yatang malayo saiyo... Its about time Drake good bye...i wish for you to be happy with the girl you'll choose to love...i love you" mga huling salitang binitawan ko bago ako humakbang palayo. ‘yan ang huling salitang bibitawan ko sayo na nanggagaling sa bibig ko’

Kada hakbang ng aking mga paa‘y katumbas ng pagpatak ng mga luha saaking mga mata, at pagtarak ng libo-libong punyal sa aking puso. Bakit sobrang sakit ang nadadama ko sa bawat hakbang na gagawin ko? Dahil ba alam kong ito na ang huling araw na makikita ko sya? O dahil ba alam kong ito na ang huling araw na makakahakbang ako palayo sakanya??

ang daya ng tadhana. Bat ba hindi ako pwedeng maging masaya? Ganun ba kalaki ang kasalanan ko nung unang buhay ko kaya ganito?—‘nais kopa sanang makasama ka,Drake pero ito na ang wakas. Kung may kakayan lang sana akong pigilan ang oras para makasama at kulitin ka ginawa kona. Dapat ko ng tanggapin na sa kabilang buhay nalang kita makakasama. Maybe humans are cruel ,but the world can be cruel even more. Before, im believing that people are worst , but now i realize that the world are worst than anyone. I thought chasing my happiness can make everything better,but seems like choosing my happiness just made everything worst.

~~ FAST FORWARD~~

“Camirrah, are you sure you want to do it?”

“yes,mom. Maybe it can help me. That's the least thing i can do” i tried my best to give them a genuine smile. So they cant see the sorrow and pain.

“but, sweety. We all know that you cant bear to take any of it”

“Mom,dad. Don't cry please . Taking it or not its only the same. The result will still the same, the ending will still be the ending.”................

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“in case mom, give this to him.”

“please, Camirrah. Fight for us ,fight for him.”

masakit makita ang lungkot sa mga mata ng taong mahal mo...  Pero mas masakit makitang nasasaktan sila habang nakikita nilang nahihirapan ka....

“mom,dad. Please stop crying. I don't want to see you cry because of me. Alam nating lahat na yun ang hahantungan nito. Ayaw kong iiyak kayo ayaw kong malulungkot kayo. Ayokong makitang umiiyak kayo at nasasaktan pag labas ko...isipin nyo nalang na paglabas ko sa kwarto na to magiging malaya na ako sa hawlang kinalalagyan ko ngayon. Sana maging masaya kayo para sakin, sana ito na ang huling beses na luluha kayo ng dahil sakin. Mahal na mahal ko kayo salamat sa lahat....for now accept my goodbye”

Napatingin ako sa bibtana at napangiti nalang ng mapait..papasikat na ang araw. Hindi ko lubos maisip naang pag sikat ng araw ay syang pag lubog ng araw ng mundo ko...‘paalam sa lahat ng taong naging parte ng buhay ko. Paalam sa mga alaalang nabuo, pasensya na kung mundo’y lilisanin na. Paalam kung buhay ay isasauli na. Pasensya kung mga luha’t sakit ay susukuan na...’ ito lang ang paraan para hindi na sila masaktan habang nakikita nila akong nahihirapan.

Haidden Drake    POV.

the sun is about to rise but why does it feels like there's a big pang in my heart?? Bakit parang ang sakit makita ang pagsikat ng araw ngayon??bakit parang may parte ng pagkatao ko na nawala?sobrang bigat ng pakiramdam ko sumusikip ang ang dib dib ko.

‘your wish is my command,Drake. Im gonna stop now. Im sorry for being so desperate. I'm sorry if i ruined your days. Im sorry for wasting your time. I just want to be with you,even if its just 2 months. And i guess this is the right time to say goodbye......coz i dont have much time anymore....sa loob ng dalawang buwan nag enjoy naman ako kasi nakasama parin kita kahit pa galit na galit ka sakin. Im sorry Drake its just that—i want to do it or should i say i need to. I hope na maging masaya ka Drake. Sadyang madaya lang talaga ang mundo dahil sa ganitong lagay pa tayo nabuhay i mean ako pala.....hindi mona ako makikita pa mula ngayon, lalayuan na kita ayoko pa naman sana perk sadyang nakatadhana na nga yatang malayo saiyo... Its about time Drake good bye...i wish for you to be happy with the girl you'll choose to love...i love you’  bigla nalang nag replay sa utak ko yung mga katagang binitawan ni Camirrah na mas lalong nagpabigat ng nararamdaman ko

“Why do i feel this all of a sudden?”

“feel what pre? To feel that you're so stupid? Mahal mo tas ipagtutulakan mo!! And now you're thinking about her?? Its so early pre!!”

“you know the reason,Kyle.”

“dapat kasi tinanong mo sya!!”

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