Love Or Hate

Selfish Heart

Roxas wonder

He wonder what could have made Kairi so desperate as to use that ring. He wonder if not helping the others was a good decision. Most importantly he wonder what was going on in Sora's mind. Sometimes the brunet got this sad look, and it worry Roxas.

"Why are you not going to help?" asked Xion for what seem like the 38th time. The girl was confuse and exasperated. Surely Roxas would be the one that most wanted Sora back. "I just want to understand"

"I've told you before" Roxas said with a heavy sigh "I'll leave soon, what's the point of getting him back if I'll leave him in the end"

"You are being very selfish" Xion had past her confuse stage and was now mad. "You more than anyone knows that he is probably suffering with that thing. Plus knowing you, you're missing him terribly"

The blond stayed quiet. Of course he miss that dork. "If I say I'll think about my life choices, would you leave me alone?"

"Yes"

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She had been tricked

Kairi was now surrounded by Axel, Namine and Riku. Riku, that traitor, he had send her a text saying he was in trouble and needed urgent help. What else could she do but run to his rescue.

"What do you guys want?" Kairi asked

"We just want to talk" Riku answer with an apologetic look, and she narrowed her eyes at him then sighed and sat on the ground. She understood why he had done what he did, they all knew about what she had done. Her friends (if she could still call them that) sat with her.

With a heavy heart, she gather her courage and confess "I thought ...... I thought that maybe with the ring I could have another chance. Maybe this time he would chose me"

" All you were trying to do was force two puzzle pieces together, you were being pretty selfish. At one point it would have become a nightmare" Axel said surprising everyone there "What? I have my moments"

"I know, there's something off about Sora, I can't point it out. The guilt is killing me, because this is all my fault" Kairi gave a little sob

"Then help us fix things." Namine said "Grandma said we just need to fulfill the conditions you put when you used the ring"

"Conditions?" Kairi was at a lost, she had no idea how the ring worked or what condition she had established. " I have no idea what those are"

"Ok..... What were you thinking when you used the ring?"

"I just wanted things to be ok again..... I.... Oh god" Then what she had actually done dawn on Kairi, " I wanted things to go back. I wanted Sora to hate Roxas again"

All color drained from Namine's face "That only means the ring wont break unless Sora truly hates Roxas completely"

"We can't do that.....Aren't they suppose to end up together?" Axel asked

"Yeah but even if we do nothing the ring wont stop until he hates him.. right?" Riku asked as he looked at Namine and she nodded.

"There might be another way but I'm not sure...I'll investigate more into it"

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Classes had been a bored for Sora, the only upside was that he didn't get headaches when he looked Roxas anymore, but being close to him was another story.

Sora didn't understand why he wanted to gaze at Roxas, and certainly he didn't understand why he was feeling so jealous right now. I mean he didn't like the blond, but just seeing him chat happily with that girl made him want to drag Roxas far away from her. He could feel himself scolding, and people were noticing but he could care less.

As for Roxas he was chatting with his friend Olette. The girl had brown hair tied in two pony tails and was wearing her iconic orange shirt. It had been a long time since they last spoke, and he was just glad to talk to someone who didn't know about the problems he had with Sora, well aside from the usual fighting they sometimes did.

"Then Hayner said sea salt ice cream was the worst thing ever. The next day we found him with twenty bars of ice cream"

"Hahahahaha and he said I had an obsession"

"I know right, worst-" Olette stopped talking when she felt a dangerous vibe targeted straight at her, just as if someone wanted her to disappear. As she looked for the source of this, her eyes landed on Sora. Said brunet was looking at them, with a very big frown.

"Are you ok?" Roxas asked, wondering why his friend had stop talking.

"Did you do something to Sora or maybe fought again?" She had no idea how to react to this. She could get the massage the brunet was giving her clearly.... Go away.

"What? Why?"

"You know what, never mind, I forgot I have to get something at the library" Olette grabbed her bag and left in a frenzy. She was not going to be in the middle of their fighting.

Confuse Roxas looked around until his eyes met Sora's. The brunet quickly turn away, but too late Roxas had figure out he was responsible for Olette's scape. The blond walked to the brunet and sat next to him.

"So you don't want me close to you and you don't want me close to others. Do you want me to end our forever alone?" Roxas said half jokingly.

"Was your conversation with your girlfriend interrupted, I sincerely apologize, please go find her" Sora replied sarcastically.

"That has nothing to God with what I just asked you.... Wait did you say girlfriend? She's not-" Roxas gave a little gasp "No way, are you jealous?"

The brunet blushed "n-no" feeling the headache coming he got up but before he could leave he hear Roxas say "It's ok if you were jealous, that only means you haven't completely change"

Sofa wanted to say 'I miss you', but he couldn't. His throat was in a knot and the headache was becoming unbearable.

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Hi guys, I'm sorry for the late updates .__. I think too much before writing. Anyways i just notice that the picture for this chapter won't show :T and I made it how sad. Well hope you enjoyed.