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People can say whatever they want about me but I just won't care. Or so I say. During my entire life I've only ever felt pain. Mostly. But no one ever cares to ask if I'm ok or they just don't notice. I'm 14 years old but sometimes it feels like I'm 25. I don't bother much with anyone or anything. I spend most of my time doing sports to distract me, distract me from everything else. Track to run from people faster, cheer to be stronger in my upper body and have balance, boxing to learn how to fight, and soccer (but I prefer to call it football) just for fun. I guess it helps with kicks (not that i need it). But none of this helps mentally, it used to, it doesn't anymore. My favorite person was killed 2 months ago by this group of guys (normally they're called gangs, but for safety reasons i won't call them that). And maybe one day it will all end, maybe it won't, but we'll never know.

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