♡ You Were My Beautiful Mistake ♡

♡ A Start In A New Direction ♡ - Chapter I ♥

Monday, 2nd April 2012                                                                                              4am

Dear Diary,

Past few years have been awful. Even if I try, I can't explain what I've been through. I always tried to be happy, but who likes losing her dad. Not because he is no more in this world, but because he doesn't wish to stay with mom and me anymore. He used to be my dad, my king daddy. It sucks when your 'Daddy' becomes 'Mr. Arval Wright.' Its hurts to see your mom, in a terrible state, dying because of Cancer. Yes my mom has 'Lung Cancer.' I' was just sixteen when I went to doctor to ask what is wrong with my mom & he blasted my mind when he told she had cancer. I'm seventeen today. Since that day, I've tried my best to give all the happiness to my mom that she lacks, and the happiness my dad couldn't give my beautiful mom. My mom is my world, my dad left us 3 years ago, she has raised me up. What I'm today, is because of her.

Tomorrow, its 3rd April, 2012. That means, tuesday. From 2009, my world started messing up. My dad left, we had less money to even get two square meal for ourselves, it was only my little brother Harold who turned fourteen last month, we used to care about. I've lost people, I met new, but no one could replace my loved ones, and I'm sure, no one can ever. Cause everybody is different. Tomorrow, will be a new start of my life. Its the first day of my College. I'll meet new people, new world, everything will be so new. From tomorrow, I won't cry, I won't be sad, I'll live for no one but my family, I would get over everything, and I'll only think about my future.

I'll no more stay alone, I won't let myself down for anyone in this world. Most of all, I'm going to begin to live my life once again. I'll repair my dreams, I'll mend my heart & I'll make sure I'm fine and I'm the same Keira Wright again.

Its 3rd April Today. A normal day for all, but a new beginning for me. I smiled, looking at the mirror, and lately realized that I'm beautiful, not because of the charm of my face, but I'm beautiful the way I am. I heard my mom calling me, while I was busy with my self obsession. "Keira, its not good be late on the very first day baby, come fast" . I quickly wore my green top and black jeans, did my hair and put on my gloss and ran down stairs. I saw my baby brother having chocolates, I kissed him on his cheek, which always annoys him, hugged my mom, took a sandwich from the table, picked up the car keys and left. "Love you cutie's I'll be back at 6pm sharp."

"Hate you for kissing me again on my cheek, your gloss is irritating, Keira." My little brother screamed. I laughed. The moment I sat in the car, my cell phone beeped. Oh, it was Helen. Helen Beart, my best friend since childhood, the only person I've been with through my sad part. "Waiting for you to come bitch, pick me up fast.' The text said, I accelerated my car and was right in front of her house, in exact 10minutes, I beeped my horn three or four times and there came the sexy lady. Blode, in red jacket and white shirt, with blue jeans, excellent figure, curly hair, dark brown eyes. 'Excited?' She asked me. I gave her a weird look. "Very much" I said. She laughed. 'I get your sarcasm bitch'

I turned on the radio, since there was nothing to talk about. Ah, all songs were saddish. After a couple of minutes, I finally turned the radio off. My phone vibrated. I asked Helen to see who it was, she said an unknown number. We ignored. After a few minutes, we were right in front of our college. Beautiful College. It was huge. I could see people pretty excited roaming here and there. Some were at cafeteria. Some were enjoying out. I asked Helen to get out of car and go to the College, while I park the car. She went. I parked the car and got out. The first class we had was History. I was sitting on the last bench, Helen was in the row right next to me on the second seat. We waited for our teacher to come.

A young tall dashing man, formally dressed came. He had blue eyes. He looked reserved. He was handsome, girls were staring at him, as if they'll eat him up. He coughed and waited for the class to pay attention. ' Hello people, I'm your new History teacher, my name is Joan Albert . I've been teaching history from past 7years and everybody has liked the way I taught them, hope the new batch, that is you people, like me too. ' Since he was already late and everybody took a lot of time to settle down, we didn't get enough time to sit in the class, exactly after 5minutes of Joan sir's introduction the bell rang and we all dismissed.

The moment we got out of the class, a really hot guy according to Helen was staring at me. We didn't even know his name, nothing about him. An old friend Audrey Lockwood told that his name was Jason. We checked the time table, we had our English class together. Even Audrey didn't know anything about him, he just had a small conversation of a couple of minutes with him.

We went to the canteen since we had nothing to do. Audrey was a neutral man, he did what he wanted to, he never spoke anything against anyone, in short he was a person everybody could count on. He was telling about every single person famous here in the College. One of them was Max Liron, it was the first time I heard this word 'Prostitute' from Audrey's mouth. He told us that Max was a total prostitute material and an immature and spoiled brat. She could sleep with anyone she liked or found hot. That's what Audrey said. It was weird at first but then when we looked at her, her actions spoke out everything. She was hot, with a really good figure any guy would love to be with her for fun.

Finally the break was over, Helen had to go home early since her maternal grand mom wasn't well, so it was me alone who had to attend the English class. "See you tomorrow. Love." Said Helen and went.

I went to my locker, took my english books and put in the history book there. I started checking my cell, while I was reading mom's text, a mature voice came. 'Uh, hey. Keira, right?' I looked up. He smiled. 

'Hey, yes, how do you know?'. 

'Jason knows everything.' 

'Uh.. I'm new here' 

'I know. Well, we've our english class together so maybe that's the reason I know you' 

'Oh, that's nice' 

'Let's go for our English class?'

While we were walking to English class, Jason gave me a proper summary of everything. He was a lot into football, he was informally dressed, he was looking really cute. I'd no idea what he is all about, but whoever he is, he's really sweet. Well, we entered our class in a couple of minutes. I sat on the second last bench of the third row, and he sat on second last bench of the second row. Another Sir with attitude walked in, attitude because of his way of walking. 'Goodmorning Everyone' , we all raised up to wish sir, 'All of you can sit'.

' Okay, so welcome new batch. I am Alex Ford. Your English teacher, I am fun, and all I want is you people to study . ' He said. 

We all were looking at him to speak more, but instead of speaking he made our class boring by writing the name of the first chapter on the board. I looked at Jason, he looked at me, we laughed at Alex Sir. Alex Sir coughed, 'Pay attention. You can laugh later.'

'Sorry Sir'. 

The class went for 20more minutes. As Sir started teaching the chapter, I started making my notes and Jason and his friends were as usual passing comments about Alex Sir. Suddenly the bell rang. ' See you all tomorrow, now dismiss.' 

While I was walking out, Jason came. 

'Hey hey.. Why to rush? You can stay' 

I laughed. 

'Well, would you mind spending some quality time with me?'

'We barely know each other' 

'That's why.'

He was so impressive, his way of talking and his way of explaining things and his smile. I couldn't say no. 

'Dinner, tonight?' I said.

' Time? '

'9pm.' 'Sharp' I added.

'Yes, meet me at the grill and then we'll go out somewhere' 

'Bye' I said.

I finally walked out of the college to the parking area, sat in my car, I was wondering what was in Jason's mind, he was so impressive that saying no to him was next to impossible. Well, all I was wondering was what will happen tonight.