Back from the death

Part title

Aether pov:
......
WTF- what did I just do??? I sounded like a creep why did I do this anyways
I shouldn't have said that...I'm so stupid how am I going to get revenge with
This amount of stupidity...I should just die and reset everything-

*this is what he have been thinking of all day*

Aether pov:
Ugh I should go back to the inn and sleep it off  I'm so tired of overthinking.

*and he did he got into the inn and slept because sleeping is the only thing that keeps him away from this disgusting reality...but not really dreams aren't always amazing you know..*

Aether pov:

...it's fucking 5am why am I awake? Ugh...I'm tired.

*he got up looked at him self in the mirror and realized that he isn't the same person Anymore he isn't the bright,amazing,smiley, sweet traveller...traveller
He isn't traveller anymore he was just himself  it's ugly and beautiful at the same time he doesn't know how to explain it he never understood him self in the beginning to be honest thinking about it now he.never.cared it's laughable
How he never cared about the archons or the people or the fatui hell even paimon he only cared about his sister his sister who abounded him who only cared about khaenri'ah and the abyss the only hmm does he care about her now he doesn't think so*

Aether pov:
I should stop overthinking everything anyways breakfast time plus I should buy some books for entertainment.

"Hey I would like to order-"

Scaramouche pov:

"Will you buy me something like yesterday or not? *smirk*"

Aether pov:

"...to bowls of shimi chazuke and two cups of bitter tea thank you"

Okazaki rikuto pov:
Gay people are strange these days damn-

"Right away sir please sit here"

Scaramouche pov:
This is awkward as fuck

"So how do you know me"

Aether pov:
If I tried to manipulate him he might know because I remember that he was a good manipulator at my past life so wtf should I do?

"Well you..see um- ahm- I-I "

Shit shit shit shit shit-

"I have feelings for you.."

what.the.fuck did I just say?

Scaramouche pov:
Huh? What- why- when-

"W-WHAT?!!"

aether pov:
There isn't turning back now is it?

"I always liked you..you are just so perfect your beautiful purple hair your amazing indigo purple eyes that are more beautiful then the night sky your gorgeous voice your magnificent puppet body that never ages and your personality is lovely I like everything about you"

The gods will never forgive me for the amount of lies I just told him *sigh* he will probably walk away in disgust

Scaramouche pov:
What- I-I can't believe this..this fucking beautiful guy just confessed his love to me...me the useless puppet I- I- I HAVE BITCHES ahm no I shouldn't be so excited he will think I'm pathetic.

"I- I will think about it."

Aether pov:
NO- why? Why? Am I so stupid...wait won't it be easier if my boyfriend was with the fatui hmm maybe I should try to make him fall for me.