Why Do I Love You? ( Westlife fanfic ) ( on hold and under constcruction )

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Songs for this chapter:

Westlife - Shadows

Westlife - Somebody Needs You

Westlife - When You're Looking Like That

Demi Lovato - I Really Don't Care ( ft. Cher Lloyd. )

Big Time Rush - Worldwide

Big Time Rush - Til I Forget About You

Shane Filan - About You

Mandy's POV

Its been a week or a month since I haven't talked to him. I didn't even let him fully explain yet. GOSH! What is wrong with me? Am I a bad person? So I decided to go to our balcony and drink coffee, then Louisa came. I don't know what she wants. Knowing her she's really annoying and she pisses me off sometimes.

Sis can I ask you something?

What is it Louisa?

Sis don't you think that you should go back to New York fix your papers and go to that acting school in .L.A you've always dreamed of?

Hmmmm....

Maybe why?

Because you've always dreamed of taking theatre remember?

Yeah?

And so this is your chance think about it.

Do you want to go out for Lunch. Our relatives are out again, and dads working. Plus you look pale and I think you need fresh air, and also a makeover don't you think?

Well OK then.

Can we talk for a while?

Sure Mandy.

I just miss mom Louisa. My life was so much better when she was here. And dad is whole different story. You know he's in the police and the FBI and stuff. That I don't really care about. Ever since mom passed away he changed a lot, same with me too, I took a lot of risks in my life and this is too much to handle and think going to .L.A. is what God tells me to. And that is with all of my heart.

I miss mom too Mandy. And you made a great choice. Knowing mom she's a really nice person and she wouldn't make choices for me. I'd make my choices. Well there are times I'd make my choices there are times mom would make my choices.

That's true Louisa. I can't even go out with my friends throughout highschool because of dad. All sensitive and very overprotective I must say. But at the same time I love him, I just can't take that kind of treatment anymore Louisa you know that.

I understand you well Mandy. But a lot of dads are like that you know? They are really strict because they love us and they want us safe. But at the same time we also have a right.

You know dad loves us no matter what. And mom loves us too. That's not gonna change at all. Even our relatives and  friends Mark, Nicky, Shane, Kian, and Brian loves you as a best friend. Even Jodi, Gillian, and Georgina. So that's all I could say and going back to New York is a great choice.

I'll be leaving after a month then. I made my choice already Louisa. Please don't tell any of my friends especially Mark.

OK then I promise let's go eat, because I'm starved. And plus I think you should get a makeover. I know the best place to have that done.

Nicky's POV

I'm headed to the mall because I need to pick up a few things for Georgina. While I was walking I saw Mandy and Louisa, I also wanted to talk to them and know the reason why she wouldn't talk to Mark. I guess this is my chance.

Mandy! Louisa!

Nicky?

Hey its great to see you. Can we talk?
Like now? Its really important Mandy like seriously important.

Really now? We haven't eaten yet.

Same here I haven't eaten yet, we can go eat together. Can we go eat at the mall because I need to pick up something for Georgina.

OK then Nicky.

Let's go.

At the mall.

So what are you gonna tell me Nicky?

Its about Mark he has a girlfriend. She's more worst and she's one of Vogues top models. And I don't like her one bit. She was your classmate in fifth grade.

Mandy's POV

Dawna Stupid Love.

That freaking, stupid, blondie, with that annoying smile. And she had a crush on Mark too. She hates me and she always does mean and horrendous things to me. And she's always jealous whenever I'm with Mark.

Is Mark serious in relationships? Because if he's like that because of me then that's not helping at all. And if he's using his head he wouldn't date Dawna. I'm not jealous I'm just hepling my best friend not to fall for this stupid brunette. Do you even know what she did to me before?

We were there Mandy.

Chill bestie.

Yeah sis.

How can I chill guys? Tell me how?

And when did they even start dating?

A few months ago after our shoot for the new music video. Mark started having feelings for her. I know how you feel Mandy.You did get mad at him for confessing his feelings for you. And I also understand you because of your dad. So I suggest not to tell this to him, because the more it will make him more upset. Don't you realize that? And if you gave him a chance then everything could have gone smoothly.

I broke into tears.

Its OK sis.

Nicky dad is really serious about her and Mark together. That's not a lie. And she would be sent back to the Philippines which is more horrendous because she won't hang out with me and all you guys. And she'll be alone. Mandy should we tell him?

Go ahead I'll go to the comfort room.

Mandy will be going to New York to fix her papers and go to the acting school she's always dreamed of since sixth grade. Mandy always loved acting remember? She joined a lot of theatre productions in school.

Is she serious? What would Mark and the others think about that?

I don't know, I'm not Mandy. But you must not tell Mark seriously. You're best buddies with him even.

Hey I'm not the big mouth its Brian remember?

Especially Brian that guy, he can never keep his mouth shut. Don't worry I promise I won't tell.

She's here.

Mandy are you serious about leaving?

Yes yes I am Nicky. Its what God and my heart told me to. Whether I like it or not its my choice. Besides what's the use of me here? When in .L.A. I have an acting school and my dreams to come true. Don't you ever think of that? And don't you dare tell anyone especially Mark.

Authors note:

Cliffhanger again, sorry for the very long update, anyway I'll try to update once a week or twice a week. Busy bee here.

School is ugh.

Another dramatic chap.

Mandy deserves more by the way.

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~ alegnas ~