Chapter 1: Loss of my Dragonfly

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I'm all alone again. What does someone do when they feel like this? I'm numb, I feel like months of my life have been wasted. Every time I fall in love with a girl my heart gets broken. Andy pull yourself together. I cant keep doing this to myself." I said talking to myself. "I need a drink." I got up and walked over to the bar in my hotel room

picked up the champagne bottle and took a

drink.Then my phone rang.It was Jinxx.

Andy:hey man whats up?

Jinxx: ..... not much dude how are you feelin?

Andy: fucking confused

Jinxx: I know how you feel brother come out with us later we'll go to a bar get some drinks before the show.

Andy: Alright dude ill see you later.

Jinxx: later.

I gulped down whatever was left in the bottle. I can't believe after all this time she was just using me for the fame. I wasted years of my life with someone who never loved me and just came along for the wild ride of dating a rock star. How could I be that fucking blind? I slammed my fist down onto the counter. I set the bottle down and walked to the bathroom. I stripped down and stared at myself. I saw the dragonfly on my chest, the moon on my index finger, my pet name for her, her name on my arm and her lyrics on my chest. I saw each of these things and I saw her. I saw the night I asked her to be my girlfriend, I saw the first time we kissed, I saw her standing off stage singing to me, I saw the first time we made love. I saw everything. I need to get this shit out of my head....I need to get rid of this hurting I feel inside.

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