🌱 Crystal's Therian Diary/Journal 🌱

My first meditation experience that I forgot to tell you guys 😀🔫

HOW IS THIS POSSIBLE!? ANOTHER UPDATE IN ONE DAY!?

So some background info:

I spend most of my time (when I'm not in school) in the guest room, and I rarely do any therian stuff out of there.

Real story (that I forgor to tell u guys, sorry 😭) :

I was in the guest room up against the wall next to the door. I had two tabs open on my iPad. One of cat sounds for meditations, and one that had a guided meditation playing on it (I can't do these things by myself, k?)

It told me to imagine I was in my habitat, and I was in a lush forest. It had tall trees, healthy green moss, and there was a trail that led to a mountain, which was also covered in grass, moss, and other various plants.

The woman on the video told me to look down at myself, and see what I looked like. I saw orange furry paws. I'm not sure if that was a false portion, or just a theriotype I don't/didn't know I had. (At the time I didn't know of any theriotypes I had, though)

She then told me to walk around, do what felt right. I walked around trees and climbed one and sat on a branch. I walked past different plants. She then told me to picture myself in front of me. I was suddenly at the mountain, floating MIDAIR. (I don't know why I was midair, but I was) and in front of me was a black cat (my current theriotype! Yay) I was confused because what my mind's body was, was orange. But when I looked at myself I was black? It was really weird.

I can remember this clearly because it was a really important event to me finding out I was actually a therian (at the time I was just questioning) , and that I was a cat. Black, to be specific.

This chapter is a bit longer for you guys to make up for the last one because it was so short. Thank you for reading!

End of chapter =)