I had a pretty fucked up life, my dad was a drunk my mum never left her room and i was a only child. When I'm at Hogwarts its a little better except i get bullied nonstop and I haven't any friends I'm in Griffindor a lovely house i would say the closest thing I have to a friend is Harry Potter all he does is talk to me when we sit next to each other in potions he's not really my friend.
Ever night before bed a cut my arms its like a drug that I can't quit its the only thing that makes me happy besides my owl wings very creative i know. Being only 13 no one actually seems to care about me I'm overdramatic to everyone so tonight i want them to care because I know no one is going to care about me when I'm alive so maybe if i just died then maybe people will actually care.
"Where are you going?" Lavender brown asks as i leave the shred dorm room "bathroom" with that I leave the room razor in hand. I head to the girls bathroom ready to probably end up a ghost, "here goes nothing" i turn of all the tapes and the place starts flooding and blood begins to gush out of my wrists "what a lovely Color" i pass out smacking my head on the floor as everything fades to black.
"Do you think she'll be ok" i hear professor McGonagall "she has lost a lot of blood but she should make a full recovery" that must be madam pomfrey "shit really" i say with a weak smile i probably shouldn't be joking about this, "goodness Serena this is not something to joke about" i open my eyes i have never seen professor McGonagall look this worried "you tried to kill yourself this is very Serious" i look at my bandaged arms "is it though?" Before she can respond professor dumbledore walk into the room shit "ah miss knight your awake as you can probably tell everyone is very concerned with what you've tried to do" all i can think about is the howler i know I'm gonna get from my dad.
"Professor have you told my parents?" That's all i care about they can't know "not yet-" "good lets keep it that way" i cut him off "excuse me?" "You can't tell them" the professors looked very confused "why is that" i look at the three of them before shaking my head "doesn't matter" I should've just jumped from the astronomy tower. "Sorry ladies but can you give me and miss knight some privacy i would like to speak with her alone" they leave the room Merlin this is awkward.
"Why don't you want your parents finding out and why did you do this" i look at the time 4:34 pm I've been out for hours " there just going to get mad" "why will they get mad Serena" i start t0 get pissed off "they just will can you stop asking me all these questions" i think dumbledore got the message "ok but you will need to tell me this is serious and you don't even need to talk to me you can talk to any professor you want" and with that he leaves.
I wonder if people will find out and start caring.
Hi thank you for reading this i know this book will have very heavy topics and will go into detail and all that stuff so if that triggers you then you shouldn't read this i love you all and have a Stella day.
