Make me feel

13- pink

Alina's pov

The wind blows on my hair and my hands are tightly wrapped on Leo's waist, I totally don't need to hold him so tight I just wanna feel him

don't tell him I said that.

I feel so happy right now, the world is in pink when i'm with him I love it.

All I do is smile and laugh when he's in my presence even if there's nothing to laugh at. He may look mean and maybe scary but he's the sweetest I swear. I really hope he's genuine about his feelings for me, most guys in my life didn't give me the best experience, they were all nice at first and then ended up just wanting to get with me or just blatantly ignoring me when they saw I wasn't interested in that stuff.

It's not like I talked to a bunch of guys, it's just that they try to lure me with their words and I always know what they want in a couple hours, they never get that far with me

and thats thanks to the wonderful Gray

He's always been honest about what guys want and always making sure I was safe, he knows a bunch of people somehow and there's always someone looking after me in a way, which I don't mind it's nice knowing that i'm safe

We get to the icecream shop and leo grabs me by my waist and puts me on the floor, I think he forgets I can walk sometimes but I won't complain, it's not like I mind obviously who wouldn't want to be carried around

I skip towards the doors and enter excitedly not waiting for leo, the cute little old man from before isn't here making me frown. I check the icecream flavors and leo comes up behind me with his hands on my waist 'do you know what you want?' I ask him and he shakes his head no

i'll just order for him again, pfft I could be his sugar momma if you ask me, that's if I made any money but I don't have any income, just some money Gray gives me once in awhile if I ask nicely, which I always do because i'm pretty nice I like to think

There isn't much options so i'll just go basic today, I really really really love icecream it's like my favorite thing in the world

'Hi sir how are you!' I ask to the boy at the counter he smiles at me and says he's good but doesn't ask it back to me, which it's okay maybe he didn't have a good day

'So can I please get a cone with a scoop of chocolate and another scoop of praline and then another cone with strawberry icecream please' I say with a toothy smile and the boy says the total and Leo hands him the money with a glare making me frown at him, he just stares down at me I don't think he cares very much

I wait patiently but not so patiently for the icecream and two minutes later he finally hands it to us, I grab leo's hand and take him to our booth

I gave him the strawberry icecream and I happily licked up mine, Leo's eyes stare at me intensely but I don't pay too much mind to it, the icecream is way too good

'I wonder why the old man isn't here I thought he dealt with the shop alone' I tell Leo after some minutes of silence, he shrugs his shoulders

'He wasn't here either last time I came'

'You came alone??' I ask him, he didn't seem like an icecream type of guy

'Uhum, I was thinking of you' his mouth turns into one of those smirks of him that he always does when he talks to me, that leaves me with the same feeling I get when he touches me in any way

My cheeks heat up and I keep eating up my icecream before it melts, I look around the shop and it's just the boy at the counter and no one else

'do you think arnie is okay? I hope he is, he loved this place very much' I say worrying and Leo smiles a bit before comforting me saying he's probably okay just resting and that we can come another day and see if he's back. He was an old man but he didn't look like he was on the verge of dying so I really hope he's okay

'mami liked icecream a lot too' he looks down at his dirty napkin, he seems in thought so I let him talk, neither of us have talked about our parents now thinking about it which it's weird

'We used to have icecream sundays and every sunday we will go eat icecream at different places, she will get the craziest flavors' he says with a slight smile on his mouth as he thinks about his momma, I smile too she sounds like a cute woman

'Where is she leo? she sounds really cool' I ask excitedly and curious about knowing more about her

his smile goes away and he gulps before looking at me

'she passed away some years ago when I was a kid'

sadness clouded his features, my hand goes on his and my fingers rub his hand softly

'I'm so sorry love, you didn't deserve that' I try to comfort him but I know words can't take away the feeling of losing a parent, the best I can do is listen

'It was on a car accident, I was with her when it happened we were on our way to our sunday icecreams when some fucker ran a red light and hit us from the side'

'you know my scar and eye? it's from that' he confesses and slightly lifts his hair a little bit so I can see it better

He's beautiful, his left eye is pure white and a straight line goes from his eyebrow to the start of his cheek. That must have been so traumatizing for him

My eyes water and I go sit next to him, my hand grabs his jaw and move his head to look at me 'Youre beautiful leo i'm sorry you had to go through that, thank you for trusting me' my face gets close to him and I peck his lips softly

His eyes close, a tear escapes and a soft sigh leaves his mouth

'It's okay my angel, wanna go home?' he asks after relaxing

'mhm that'll be nice'  we stand up and throw away our trash, we get on the bike and ride to his house, it's already dark by now and the pretty stars are shining brightly. Since he opened up to me I feel more comfortable about telling him my past now, definitely not today tho maybe some other day. I don't wanna overwhelm him with so much today

I hold on to him tightly and I rest my head on his back, he's really comfy I just wanna lay on him all day he's like a big teddy bear

I wanna know every little thing about him, I hope he wants that too

i wonder if he likes pink