Bill looked at me knowing I was hurting right now everything was so overwhelming I just dident know what to do. Tom:mya I'll sleep in your room tonight Mya:okay that's fine The others just loooked at us blank in the face tom came into my room and I shut the door
Mya:u okay Tom:I'm really not okay mya I'm really not Mya:talk to me. Tom:they just don't get it do they Mya:they really don't Tom:I've been taking really strong medication because of my depression that's why I never speak about anything anymore I feel okay by myself Mya:I used to feel the same I still keep lost things to myself I really do but last time that led me into a psch ward for months.
Mya:it was the worst time of my life.
Tom looks at me in the eyes I can tell how mutch he's hurting. Tom:yea Tom:I just miss how everything used to be you know
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I looked at him I could feel the hurt inside him he dosant know how mutch I actually Undertand he really has no clue
We decided we should go for a walk take some cigarettes and just have time to just think and get away from reality I needed to get away.
We walked out the door not telling anyone where we was going. We were wearing baggy clothes as it was winter we lit a cigarette and shared it between us it was pitch black out.
He leaned and put his arm over me whilst we talked about everything tears rolling down our faces but right now that dosant matter.
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We needed some time space away from reality.
We decided to go back to the hotel pack out bags and leave.
Sometimes life can be too much, And I need to take a break. I need to find a quiet place, And think about my fate. I'll leave the world behind for now, And find some peace of mind. When I return, I'll be renewed, And ready to take on life.
