You keep running away with Ida until you can no longer run anymore.once you stop you catch your breath and realise you have ran about 30 minutes away from the house.
Mya:shit
You look around and all you can see is fields and a few boring houses there is a bench so you decide to just sit there and give Ida the bottle you grabbed before you left.
It was pitch black out.
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It was cold out my Ida was wrapped up in warm clothes with a hat on aswell as being wrapped in a blanket and she had just had half her bottle so she went back to sleep.
You dident know what to do but you had no intention stepping foot nesr that house especially now your mum knows where you live.
You dident know what to do but at some point Tom would definitely come looking for me and ida.
It started raining so you hovered the blanket over Ida's face Because you dident want her to start crying that's the last thing you need.
1 hour later.
I had been here for ages but suddenly I herd someone shouting my name I just sat there with tears rolling down my blank face at this point I had to mutch going on my emotions were gone.
Tom:Myaaaaaa myaaaaaa
Tom comes round the corner to see you sat holding Ida looking at compleate nothingness
Tom:shit mya what the fuck where you thinking
Mya............................
Tom:we need to go back mya please listen to me
You look him direct into the eyes with tears rolling down your face.
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Mya:no
Tom:mya don't what do you mean no
Tom:have you taken anything Mia
Mya:no
You get up and start walking the opposite direction to the house Tom grabs you and says no and hugs you and walks you home.
You are mentelly so drained that you have no energy to argue so you just go.
As soon as you get in everyone looks at you.
Mya:take Ida I'm going for a bath
Tom:that's fine
You give Ida to Tom he sits down with the boys and they all play with her whikst talking about there new album that I am not a part of as I haven't done anything for around 6 months as I've not been mentally or physically ready to.
When you get in the bath you start crying and just pull out a cigarette that has some weed in it
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You lay in the bath eyes closed just smoking it at this point you dident care you just needed some rest for a while.
