"I'm home !!!" I yell as soon as I get in the house
"Great did you lose weight to ?" I hear Madeline's voice come from the kitchen .
"Nope I'll try though " I say walking up the stairs
" Dinner will be ready at seven " she says and I roll my eyes .
"I'm not eating tonight" I walk up to my bedroom door and opened it .
" Good at least you'll lose some wait and end up as thin and as figured as my Caitlin ."
I slam my door shut and and went to my study table .
I just want to kill her .
I haven't eaten in three days and I feel like throwing my self out of the window .
But hey I can live with it .
Just two more months and i can go
I open my book to see what I have to do for the rest of the week and damn I had almost nothing going on . Just my birthday party and then I could rest for the rest of the weekend yey .
I open my history book and started studying .
***
"Mom look at me and tell me you're going to come back " I walk up to my mother and put my hands on her face . Cupping her cheeks.
"I can't promise anything for now love but you know your father will always love you and take care you no matter what " she stands up and turns around opening the door .
"Wait , mom . "
"Yes honey." She turns to look at me .
"I want to come with ." I look at her as sadness filled my eyes at the thought of me never seeing my mother ever again .
" No honey you can't come and you most certainly can't look for me and my sorry ass when I'm gone " she took one step out the door " please promise me that you won't look for ." She pleaded me .
"Okay , and promise me you'll come back." I asked her
"I love you ." and with that she took off .
I ran upstairs to my room and started throwing everything I could get my hands on .
Why ?
Why did he have to cheat?
Why did he have to cheat ?
Why did he let her leave ?
Why did he pick the slat over his own wife ?
Why didn't she take me with her?
Why do I have to suffer ?
Why am I on this bus going to the hell we call a school ?
Why was I born today ?
I snapped out of thoughts when someone sat next to me .
" Hi Mandy " Josh sat next to me with a grin plastered on his face .
"Hi Josh " I said with a wide grin.
"Why so Happy today?"he said then playfully pushed my shoulder .
" Well my sister had a fight with Thomy boy so that's one and two it's my 18th birthday and I can finally have sex so yeah imma have fun tonight ." I said my smile turning into a grin .
"Oh so what you mean to say is that your legal and your gonna try to fuck Thomas" he says standing up .
" Yep and yep "I follow him as we get of the bus ." Oh and don't forget I have go get my new car after school "
"What car is it anyway ?" He puts his arm around my shoulders .
"I don't know he said it was a surprise "I opened my locker and took out my my math text book . " But I hope it's a good one ."
"Bye Mandy see you tonight at the party ,yeah ?" He said and gave me a kiss on my cheek .
" I thought we had a deal on you not calling me Mandy in public ?"I raised my brow .
"Yes , but it's only for today ." He said winking then started to walk away . I just rolled my eyes and shut my locker .
Oh math how I would murder the person who made you .
***
As I was walking out of my last class someone pulled me and before I could protest or hit the person their lips crashed on to mine .
I pushed them back to to see who it was and my meet Thomas's who only smiled and kissed me again . This time I kissed him back .
Then he pulled away .
"I heard you're legal now ." He said and I nod out of words . He walked away without another word.
What the fuck just happened ?
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