TORN DOWN | CD

2.3

·Edited·

| Cameron's POV |

I get up stepping outside of the hospital room, while Diana is sleeping. I walk out if the building to the parking lot, to have some privacy.

"Kirsten, listen I made it very clear that I don't ever want to talk t--" I say with raged tone.

"I'm pregnant." the words came out of her mouth.

"Excuse me?"

"Cameron, I said im pregnant." I hear her scream in the phone, it sounded like she was crying.

"Are you sure?! How can that fucking be?! Aren't you suppose to be on a fucking birth control medication or something?" at this point I was yelling at her on the phone getting a few stares from some people.

"Don't fucking yell at me, I thought I took it ok!." she yelled at back, and at this point to, we were at each others necks.

"It can't be true. Make a doctor's appointment and be sure that you're actually pregnant. Call me when you find out anything, bye." I said and then ended the call. Letting out a loud sigh, I looked down and there were a million things running through my head right now and I didn't know what to believe.

Is she pregnant? Is this all a joke? I honestly didn't know what to believe.

I walk back inside the building and to the room Diana was in. Seeing that she was already awake and had a tray on her lap filled with food.

"Hi, where did you go?" she asked eating a cup of pudding.

I didn't want to tell her that Kirsten called because she would instantly get mad at me, and I just finally got on her good side.

"Audrey called asking if I was going to show up at the meeting." I lied, it wasn't entirely the truth because Audrey didn't call, it was Kirsten. It was true, I had a meeting at the office in a hour and I had to leave soon.

"Awhh, ok." she said, it sounded like she didn't want me to leave and I liked the feeling of that.

I walked up to her giving her a kiss on the lips.

"I love you."

It has been a long time since I said that, and I don't understand why I said it. I wasn't sure how she would take it. The was an awkward silence, and I knew I shouldn't have said that. She just stared at me, not saying anything.

At first, I broke my heart but I understand why she doesn't want to say it.

I smiled a bit, trying not to show how sad I was and walked out of the room quietly.

|Diana's POV|

"I love you." the words came out of Cameron's mouth. I didn't know what to say or how to react. At this moment I wasn't sure how my feelings towards him

It was quiet as if he was waiting for a reply, but I didn't know what to say. My mind was something say else but my heart was also saying don't say it.

There was a small smile, that appeared on his face. I watched him walk out of the room, without saying anything.

"I love you too."I whispered, but by this time he was already gone.

| Kirsten's POV |

I grab the pack of cigarette that was hidden in secret place in my penthouse. I grab a bottle of Bourbon from the wine cabinet. Stepping outside, revealing a perfect view of the city. I light the cigarette putting it close to my lips.

It can't be true.

Flashback

I was eating a bowl of popcorn while watching my favorite movie Madea's Family Reunion. A bag of chips was beside me, while a can of coca-cola vanilla was on the coffee table.

I felt a pain in my stomach and my throat began getting soggy. I put the bowl on the coffee table, rushing to the bathroom. Running to the toilet and letting out a loud groan and vomiting. For the past few days I have been vomiting. I wasn't sure if It was the food or something else. I just squat there beside the toilet, waiting to stop vomiting. After a few minutes, I get up wiping the seat and the vomit stain from my mouth.

I walk back to the living room, laying down on the couch. I wasn't in the mood to eat anymore and I felt sick, weak and tired.

End of Flashback

I left out a loud groan, I put the cigarette between my lips. Inhaling it and letting out the vapor. I pop the bottle of Bourbon, drinking it.

I did this over and over again. Smoking. Drinking. Smoking. Drinking. I put the cigarette on the floor stepping on it.

I grab my phone, dialing my best friend Shania's number.

"Hello Kir?" the voice of my friend appeared on the phone.

"Hello." I slurred and burped.

"Kirsten are you drunk?" she yelled at me.

"Hehe nope."

All i remember was her saying stay right there. I walk back inside tripping on a pillow which was on the floor. I giggled, dying of laughter as i lay on the floor. The bottle of Bourbon had spilled on the floor, but I didn't care.

All I felt was my eye lids getting heavy and I drifted off to sleep.