He's crying. (Dip South Park)

Chapter 5 - hide it, and hide fast.

Mentions of blood and violence.
Pips Point Of View-

I killed Cartman. In front of everyone. There was blood everywhere. Nobody cared, but we had to hide the body. And we had to do it fast to. We don't want the police finding out.

"Who's gonna help me hide the body?? I can't carry him my self." I said still bloody and holding the weapon in my hand.

"I'll help." Said Tolkien. "I never really cared for him that much, I also really hated him for his racist comments."

"Thanks." I said. "If the police find out because any of you told, I'll kill you like I killed him."

They all nodded their heads and they each went to the washrooms to get the splattered blood off them. Tolkien helped me drag the body out into the playground while Damien just stood there and glared at us.

We finally got the body outside but then we realized we forgot about the shovel so, one of us had to go get it.

"I'll go get the shovel, stay here and make sure nobody sees the deceased Cartman." I said to Tolkien while walking back into the school to get a shovel.

Once I went inside I saw Damien still in the hall but he was moping up the blood. He noticed I walked in and he started walking towards me.

"I never thought that you, Pip Purrip, would actually kill someone." He said while licking the blood off his hands.

"First of all, my anger got the best of me. Second of all, what are you a cannibal? Why are you licking the blood." I said.

"I'm your cannibal." He said while winking.

"That ain't cute y'know, but anyways, do you know where a shovel is?" I say getting a bit annoyed.

"Yeah I think there's one in the janitors closet." Damien said while pointed over to it.

"Thanks." I said while walking away.

I walked into the janitors closet to look for a shovel but someone was in there. It was just butters playing on his phone.

"Oh! Hey fella!! Are you lookin for something?" Said butters.

"Yeah, uh is there a shovel in here?" I asked.

"Oh you're burying the body.. uhm yeah theres a shovel behind me." Said butters

"Thank you!!" I said politely.

I walked out of the closet to hear Clyde jokingly say,

"Omg he's coming out of the closet y'all!" He shouted.

I just walked back outside to meet back with Tolkien to bury the body.

"I got the shovel." I announced.

"Finally what took so long? Now hurry up we still have blood all over us and it's soon recess!"
He said.

We started digging up a hole we managed to get it to 5ft deep surprisingly and we dumped the fat body in. I started putting the dirt back in the hole but Tolkien tapped my shoulder.

"We should probably put flower seeds on top so nobody will suspect it." Tolkien said.

"That's actually really smart, it kinda seems like you've done this before." I said.

Tolkien just nodded and started putting some seeds in. I put the rest of the dirt on top of it and We both went back inside to wash off.

"Do you have any spare clothes? I don't think this must blood with come off." I asked.

"Yeah I do in my locker, I'll go get it." Tolkien responded as he walked over to his locker.

I walked into the bathroom and started waiting for Tolkien to come in with the clothes but someone tapped my shoulder.

"Jesus Christ! You didn't have to scare me like that." I said as I saw Damien appear next to me.

"Yknow, you could've asked me for spare clothes.." he said.

"It's not a big deal Damien, besides I already asked him." I said.

He just scoffed and left the room.

I look at myself in the mirror. Im wondering about what the fuck I did, I'm a monster.
Why did I turn out this way, I hate it, I hate myself, I hate what I did, I hate everything about me. I start crying, a lot. Why god, why. Fuck me. Fuck my adoptive parents. Fuck the school. Fuck the earth.

"Im back and I got the clothes, oh my god why are you crying again." Tolkien asked.

"I hate myself! Im a monster!" I said while sobbing.

"No no Pip.. you're not a monster. You actually did us all a favour." He said trying to comfort me but it just made me feel worse.

"Stop!! I didn't want to fucking kill him! It's not my fault. My fucking anger took over. So yes I am a fucking monster, and no I'm not doing you guys a fucking favour." I screeched.

"Listen Pip, please calm down. Here's the clothes, go get changed in one of the stalls and I'll wash off then take you back home." Tolkien said while passing me the clothes. "Or I can get Damien to."

"I think Damien is mad at me at the moment.. I think it's better if you take me home. I don't wanna bother Damien." I said.

"Ok then, now go get changed and I'll wash off." Tolkien said.

I got up and went into the stall to get changed. I locked the stall door behind me and I started getting changed.

5 minutes later I was finally changed and I walked out of the stall to see Tolkien sorta stressing about something.

"Is everything alright Tolkien?" I ask.

"Uh are you sure you don't wanna go with Damien. I don't even know where you live.." He said stuttering a bit.

"Oh don't worry about that, you can honestly just follow me." I said.

"Ok.." He replied.

We walked out of the bathroom and saw Damien just standing next to the locker just glaring at us.

"You wanna make him mad?" I whispered.

"Uhm like how?" Tolkien asked.

"Lower down a bit." I said.

He lowered down a bit and I saw Damien looking confused a bit, I know this is gonna sound weird but I honestly wanted to get Damien mad for some reason so I kissed Tolkien's forehead as a joke. Damien looked furious and Tolkien was questioning life decisions.

We then we left the school finally.

"Hey uh Pip, you don't like me do you?" Tolkien said.

"What!? No I don't like you, besides I like Damien." I said reassuring him.

"But why'd you kiss my head?" He asked.

"I just wanted to get Damien mad I don't know why but, it was funny seeing him get mad over something like that." I say.

He just nodded and kept walking with me.

We walked and walked but we still had 20 minutes to go.

"Hey, do you have any music on your phone Tolkien." I ask.

"Yeah why?" He said.

I took his phone and started scrolling through his playlist. I saw a song call 18 by Anabor and I turned it on.

We continued walking and just let the playlist play through from there until I got home.

"Thanks for walking me ho-" I stopped talking because I starting hearing Barbie girl play on his phone.

"Uh yeah no problem bye!" Tolkien said while running back to school.

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