NYX

Rejection

I looked at the door and her I see this crazy hot guy. Whispering the word "mate" I didnt know that they are students here that came from Autralia.  I mean Texas has their own slang they say and so is Yankee people.

His looking at me with his fierce eyes, conveying words that I could not comprehend. What is he trying to convey? Does he know me? I mean I am for sure don't know him. Is he one of those creeps that i beat up? but that can't be true I haven't seen or know this guy before.

The professor made a coughing sound and all of the trance state like is gone. 

"Oh hello Mr.Silver it's nice to have you here in my class. Would you mind take your seat? and you may take your seat at the front of his chair Miss Grey".

Mr.Silver immediately went to his chair as if waitiung for me to be sitted on the front chair.

As I walk I've noticed this blonde chick trying to trip me over her foot as she stick her leg out.

I stop, look at her and bend over to her ear and said. " the next time you try to trip me you baba  will be walking in crutches."

"oh really?" smirking at me.. as if daring me to do so.

So i do the most logic'ly thing that I could do at the moment. I pick up her foot and pull her leg out wide for every one to see and make a scene.

" oh my, I didnt know that you are this crusty showing everybody your coochie have some decency  would you?!" as I push her leg out of the way and be seated to my assign seat.

The class was silent some are shocked and some are giggling, some are saying she got want she the serve. I dont really give a f*ck about her as long as she doesnt cross me again. My patience is hanging by the thread and it will break lose.

As I keep on snapping the rubber band on my wrist to keep me calm the guy behind me Mr.Silver lean over to my shoulder and wisper " that was hot" so close to my ears that I could practic'lly feel his red lips on it. Man this guy makes me want to punch him and kiss him at the same time.  Wait...wait.. Kiss? LOL no.. no.. no.. that will never going to happened . I got daddy issues thus I find all men liar except my cousin Nick.

I look back at him sizing him up.

"Take a picture it last longer" he smiles.

" Ha! cocky much?" as I look away and concentrate to my teacher.

As the time goes by Mr. Silver, just won't quit yapping.  He either lean over to my shoulder that cause me to look into that side and kiss his cheek accidentally stating. " I didn't know you like me that much" he said. Making my face red in embarrassment and anger. What the hell is wrong with this guy. Man, I really want to punch his handsome face, no.. no.. ugly... ugly.. face. How I wish he would just leave me alone.

The snapping on my rubber band is getting hard to a point that my wrist is red as blood for sure, it will leave some bruise too not that I care. I just need to keep my cool to keep going for the day.

The bell ring for lunch break, I stood up quickly and basic'lly running away from this Mr.Silver. He tried to stop me but I didnt care. Im not really a friendly person the more i stay away from people the better my life is. I head to the cafeteria bought my lunch and head out to the woods part of the school. I climbed one of the tree that has a bigger branch and listening to my music and eating my lunch. 

" ah this is all I need peace at last". 

As I was about to finish my lunch, I heard a couple of people arguing. One is crying it sounded like a girl and the other is a guy. they are a few trees away from me but since I'm way up high I could still see them.

The girl was begging the guy over something like "don't reject me, she will change, mate?"

what is this "mate thing" isn't mate means "friends?". she is now kneeling on the ground and trying to hold the guy's hand. and he just push her saying filthy words "pig, ugly undeserving to have me" who is this guy think he is. yes she a little chubby but she looks cute. Rejecting a person just because of her body size is just f*ck up. He should be looking into her personality, her manners. Body size will change but personality and manners don't.

Then the guy proceeds on saying his name " I Gabe Moore, Gamma of Blood Moon Pack Reject you Trinity Mae Claws". as he walked away from the now sobbing girl clenching her heart from the pain that she felt? 

I don't really understand why she want this bastard of a guy. I mean there is more to life than being with an ungrateful son a b*tch. This whole thing is like watching a live soap opera.... shaking my head as I got down on the ground and walk towards her. 

She looked at me in the eyes " Go ahead and laugh at me " she said " why would I laugh at you? is there something amusing about your situation?" looking confused on how she accused me.

"I'm sorry I'm just no better... I'm a loser, even my mate doesn't want me" sobbing.

" Look I don't know what this all about I didn't mean to eavesdrop on you all, but I think you got it all wrong girl" as I kneel down and look her in the eyes. I reached her shoulder and said " You are no loser, you are not ugly, you are not a pig nor a fat woman as what they said" she scuff on my remarks " easy for you to say you got a slim body" she is now sitting on the ground.

 " Look, it doesn't matter what people think of you what matters what you think of yourself. You should value yourself more, love yourself more. It only hurts when you yourself give up on yourself. So, get up!" as I pull her up to the ground.

 " Be the better version of yourself every day. Live for yourself, love yourself first then you can love others. we might not be in the same situation, but I do have my problems too. I just approached it differently" me laughing out loud. 

" And that guy will borrow his face if it was me" lol " he will probably end up in the hospital". "that's impossible!!! his a warrior" she said fixing herself and wiping the tears on her cheeks.

 " Hey, there is no harm on trying". as I walk away from her genuinely smiling. I could never think of telling those heart felt words. Me the troublemaker girl. " hey, wait what's your name?" she asked. 

"Nyx, call me Nyx" didn't even bother looking at her back.