Maddison,
Disgusting, I hate the feeling of throwing up.
The feeling of acid in your throat, the bitter taste in your mouth.
I know this feeling too well.
Of course no one knows, that would ruin me.
I'm starting to feel better and the dizziness in my head is leaving.
I sit in the floor of the bathroom, trying to collect myself before going back and facing the humiliation.
Shit. I forgot about Parker, ugh he probably was laughing at me.
I probably looked so stupid running out of class.
I think I might be sick again...
5 min later..
As I wash my hands and look in the mirror, I hate what I see.
My freakish hair. I put it in a bun to try and take away from the color. It's so unnatural, so ugly.
My eyes, Green. I hate Green. It's all I see in Oregon, Rain and Green.
My pale skin, my freckles, I cover it with makeup. Or at least I try to cover my features.
I hate the way I look, People always tell me i'm pretty but I don't see it.
I dry my hands off with a paper towel and throw it away.
I walk out into the hallway and fix my posture. I can't be seen slouching.
As I look around the hallway is empty.
Good.
I couldn't stand the humiliation if people saw me run in and not come out for almost 10 minutes.
I start walking back to class and when i get there, I open the door. The first thing I notice is that Parker isn't there.
WHY is that the first thing I notice. Whatever.
I sit in my seat and Sienna turns to me.
Sienna is not my best friend, I don't really have friends. Well, I'm popular, that much is true.
But it's not because of who I am, it's because of who my family is.
"Hey are you okay?" Sienna mouths
I read her lips and nod
She turns to face the front.
Annie turns to me, I look at her.
"Did you notice?"
I look at her confused "Notice what"
"Parkerrrr" She looks at me like it's obvious
I'm still confused
"Girl. How did you not notice that sexy giant chase after you?" She says with a grin
He chased after me?? Why?
I sat there for the rest of class thinking about Parker.
Was he trying to talk to me?
The bell rings.
He didn't come back to class..
YOU ARE READING
The Rain and Sun
RomanceMadison Sage Prince is the 3rd of 8 siblings. Family and success are two crucial elements in her life. Love is out of the question there's no time. But when Milo Parker Reed moves in next door and attends Oregon Private High school Madison finds her...
