༄𝘔𝘺 𝘔𝘢𝘧𝘪𝘢. ☦︎ // 𝗛𝗬𝗨𝗡𝗟𝗜𝗫

༄𝘾𝙃𝘼𝙋𝙏𝙀𝙍 30 ☦︎

[ smut will be in this chapter , I will be giving a warning before it starts / it's not ruff smut , its loving smut ]

Felix was sleeping in the master room, while hyunjin and the others were sitting on a sofa.

Felix woke up and lifted his head, he looked around the room. "W-where am I.." felix got up and slowly walked out the room, he found a bathroom and looked at his hands, he looked up and saw a bunch of cuts and bruises on his face, arms and torso. He had not shirt on so he could see it all, he slowly drove his fingers alone his body. He hugged himself and closed his eyes, He finally realised that he was safe.. safe from danger.

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Safe from him..

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Felix walked out the bathroom and slowly crept downstairs, he saw all his friends sitting on a sofa. Han was the only one awake and so was hyunjin but he went into the kitchen. Han looked up and saw felix, "his awake!" He shouted and everyone woke up. Minho was the one that got up first. "I'm so so sorry! I promise I'll never leave you again.." Lee know cried on his younger brothers shoulder, felix giggled and hugged him back.

He hugged everyone else, "I got come snacks-" Hyunjin said, walking out of the kitchen. He had a plate of food.

As soon as he looked up, he dropped his plate and ran to felix, hugging him tightly. "Felix.." Hyunjin cried, felix did too and held him tightly. "I promise to never leave your sight..!" Hyunjin said, hyunjin looked up with teary eyes. The younger also had teary eyes, He was playing with his beloveds hair, smiling at him happily. Hyunjin grabbed his face and kissed him, it wasn't hard, neither rushed. It was just a soft, loving kiss.

"Alright. Alright." Minho stopped them, pushing them apart. Everyone else just laughed, "we need to keep track on this eunwoo and Damien kid now." Seungmin said and everyone nodded. "Felix. Can you tell us what happened?" Felix hesitantly nodded, they all sat back down and felix explained what happened. Hyunjin saw red, he was angry. How could someone do this to an angel, he was literally a gift from heaven.

[Midnight]

Felix's head was laying on hyunjin's lap, han was cuddling up to minho and the rest was cuddling aswell. They were watching the new spiderman movie ( I really want to watch it ), "Hyunjin.." Hyun looked down at his lap and saw his lover looking back up at him. "Yes my love?" Hyunjin whispered back, "Promise to not leave me.." Hyunjin smiled and kissed his head. "I promise.. I'm glad your home lix.." felix smiled and kissed him.

Felix looked around and noticed that everyone's eyes were on the TV, some of them were sleeping. Felix sat up so he was sitting on hyunjin's lap. Hyunjin gave him a kiss on the neck and then went back to watching the TV.

Hyunjin slipped his hand into the youngers shorts and rested his hand on his crotch ( btw he had boxers on ), felix didn't care where hyunjins hand was, he just loved how his fingers touched him.

🚫 smut warning 🚫

They noticed that the movie was finished and everyone else was sleeping. Felix and Hyun slowly got up and walked upstairs to their bedroom.

As soon as they got into the bedroom, felix kissed him softly.

They both kissed eachother softly, the taller and smaller fell onto the bed slowly. Hyunjin was on top of felix, he was kissing him softly.

They didn't want to go ruff tonight, they wanted this to feel nice, they wanted eachother to feel loved.

Felix was playing with Hyunjin's brunette hair. Felix felt tears in his eyes and so did Hyunjin, they were both really scared to loose eachother. They left the kiss and looked into eachothers eyes, "I love you.." felix said, smiling as his tears fell. "I love you too.. don't ever leave me.. please...." the tears dropped out of Hyunjin eyes and onto his cheeks. ( The reason their crying because they love eachother alot and they thought they were never gonna see eachother again ) Hyunjin held the smallers face and kissed him again.

A few minutes later, their clothes was laying on the floor. Felix was on Hyunjin's lap, they were kissing eachother softly. Felix left the kiss and smiled at the older, felix angled himself so he would sit on Hyunjin's dick. He slowly slid down on it and moaned as he did. He went back to kissing Hyunjin, hyunjin was gonna make this a night where they could never forget, he love this boy so much. He would do anything for his angel, just so he can be happy. Hyunjin held his waist and slowly started lifting the boy up and down. They didn't want to make it ruff, they wanted to make it so the air was filled with love.

Felix moaned into the kiss, "I promise I'll do everything to make you happy, angel.." Hyunjin smiled.

[after]

The taller was laying on felix, his head resting on the youngers chest. The blonde was playing with the olders hair, "I love you.." felix said smiling, hyunjin was drawing circles on the youngers chest.

"Felix, im so glad I met you. I don't know what I could of done without you. Would I still be alive? There's so many what ifs and the main what if is 'what if I never met you?' Would I still be happy, I don't think I would. Your the only one that makes me happy, your bright smile, your personality, your star-shaped freckles, your beautiful blue sparkling eyes, your perfect blonde hair, your beautiful body and your beautiful tiny hands. Theres so many things that I can say about you, your just so perfect. Your like a gift from heaven, that's exactly why I called you angel. I know I hurt you in the past but I promise I will never hurt you in the present. Your just so perfect, I could never stop loving you. I want to live the rest of my life with you, with my angel. We have beautiful kids together, they have your beauty. Your so kind, loving and warming person, your everything a person would dream for. I just wanna say I'm so glad I met you, please never leave me." Felix felt tears in his eyes,

"The day you left me, I couldn't stop crying. I told all my men to search for you, but I never found you. That was until you came to Korea, I was happy at first but then I found our that you got into a car crash and lost you memory. I thought that everything, all the memories we had was gone. But no, I wasn't gonna give up, I wasn't gonna give up on trying to get our memories back. I tried not to get the bad but it was the only way you would remember me. I love you so much, please don't ever leave me." Hyunjin rol the boy, he looked up when he heard sniffles. "Baby.." felix cried and Hyunjin kissed him. " I love you so much hyunnie..!" Felix smiled as he gave the boy a soft kiss.

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A/n;

Ngl, I didn't expect to make a chapter like this but an idea just popped in my head. I realised that I didn't really make a fluffy like chapter yet so I decided to make one.

This inspired me because my friend was having a really hard time so I typed her a really long paragraph.

She got into an argument with a boy and the boy was talking about how her dad left her bec she was a disappointment. She was crying to me and I felt really bad so I typed a really really long paragraph.

After that, she started crying even more, telling me how much she loves me. I'm glad that I made her feel happy, she's always there for me and she deserves how much I am thankful for her being alive.

Just please remember there is a reason why you are living, you was gifted a life and you should accept that gift by living.

I know life can be hard but I promise it will be better, so many people commit suicide and it just makes me so sad. Like they could of had a really happy future but I guess they just couldn't handle the pain anymore which I understand that.

I almost attempted suicide but my friend was there to save me, that's why I'm so thankful she's living. She has saved me at my lowest moments, the moments which almost cost my life.

And that's why you should open up, I know your scared to but it could save your life. If I wasn't alive, this story wouldn't of been posted, it would of stayed din my drafts.

Please just remember there's a reason for living, god gifted you a life so make sure your accept it.

He will be sad if he found out one of his children died.

Please remember that I love you dearly and that I care about your life, if I found out one of my readers committed, I would never forgive myself because I didn't save them. Just please think "is it really worth it?" Is it really worth you costing your life because your not happy?

Just please think.

Make sure to eat, drink and stay healthy.

I love you so so so much 💗

See you in the next update..