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Why ?

Jimin

She probably think I'm  a fucker , mafia , ruthless , heartcore and blablalablabla but the thing is who give a fuck not me !
"Oh really ? " my subconscious mind asked me .
"Shut the fuck up bitch " i replied to my internal mind only to getting back another question.
"No need to answer me cuz i can see that ruthless , heartcore, so called mafia is falling in love with bakes and cookies girl isn't he ?
The words make me feel bitterness  that makes my gut twist but the only way is to get away from this question is reply them fuck off and the same thing i did
"Hahaha fuck off " i said and shut my thoughts .

I was sitting at my favourite place of my mansion . "My bar section " where i have my most favourite and expensive liquor . I don't know why I'm so obsessed with expensive liquor but when the cold and expensive taste of that liquor drip down to throat it gives me feeling of orgasm .Like my whole senses get numb , the warmness i feel inside the built chest , my drozy eyes , heaving chest ,uneven breathing that's my favourite part of having expensive liquor with half naked body . Usually whenever i drink my black bottle turquido wine no thought cross my mind but today something is strange . Thoughts are keep filling my mind and the only person who was interrupting me was no one other than my wife . Offcourse i don't love her but i can't even hate her . It's so complicated the more i push myself away from her  the more i get attached to her . She doesn't have any seductive features but everything about her seduce the hell out of me . Whenever she looked up with her doe eyes i just want to fuck her till those doe eyes get teary .
" Why this girl is so seductive?" I ask myself but nothing came out the wine also stop kicking my nerves making me groan and the glass ended up getting breaked on the floor with the thud sound . But phew who cares i left from my favourite section and make my way towards my favourite pie "My seductive wife " even thinking about her make my dick jolt but I'm done with masterbating. A small pout form on my lips but whatever
"Let's sleep" i said to myself and open the door of my room where i found my meaty lamb sleeping there on my bed . Her flushed face , pouty lips ,boobs pressed against the mattress as she was sleeping on her stomach , her ass jiggle even if she move a bit and here my dick hard like rock again but even though she is my wife i don't want to force her but i can't help it too .

"Should I wake her up and fuck her ?" I ask to myself but there my brain saying yess and heart saying naahh you shouldn't . I'm not a person who thinks about someone's feelings and emotions but i don't know why for y/n my heart always says "Be gentle to her".
"Why this girl is making me go worse?" I ask myself while my eyes are still fixed on her figure eye fucking her . But seeing her fragile and innocent figure i decided to sleep on the couch .  i took a pillow from beside her and put on the couch and slept there with too much uncomfortable position .

"Just thanks to my shitty heart ?" I  grinned to myself and turn off the lights .