Chained to you

Chapter 5: New life

                                    Elora

As i'm sitting in my new room that Alessio gave me, I think to myself is this a new tactic to torture me it was what my father used to do when he got bored of doing the same old same old. When I was 16 he started his new tactic where he would beat me then he would tell me he loved me and I would fall for it every time he said those words to me I would think he meant them and then he would laugh at me and tell me how stupid I was to believe he could ever love me and then he would beat me till I was a bloody pulp on the ground crying and begging him to stop.

Well let's just hope this is him just trying to be nice to me since i'm a kid I hope it's the ladder. I get off my bed and walk around my room he left me in here about an hour ago and I haven't looked around to see what's in here. As I make my way around my room I can't help but notice how extravagant it is the floors a white marbled and I have a huge window that out looks a beautiful garden that I can't wait to explore. On the other side of my room their is two doors I go through the first one when i'm met with a beautiful bathroom the size of half of my room. In the other door is a huge walk in closet there's no clothes in there but i didn't expect their to be I don't deserve new clothes and I don't deserve this huge room. I feel like all I deserve is my small closet that I lived in for 5 years I feel so so agh i feel so fucking pathetic.

I sit in my closet and cry because that's all I can do when I think about my life I have no mom I have no dad, nobody has ever loved me and now I was sold to the mafia for a few pills how pathetic is that.

I'm interrupted in the middle of my crying session to a knock on the door, I slowly get off of the floor and make my way out of my closet and towards my bedroom door. "Hello I was sent by Mr.Garcia to check on your wounds." the man says to me. If you haven't noticed I have a fear of men every time i've been around men it's never ended up good for me i've either been beaten or almost raped.

The man takes a step back from me when he realizes that i'm on the verge of having a panic attack. "Please calm down ma'am i'm not going to hurt you I just want to check on your wounds." he says as he starts get getting closer to me. I walk backwards till I hit my window I fall down onto the ground and curl myself up into a ball and pull my hands above my head to protect myself. "Please don't hurt me i'm begging you." I plead through my tears.

"Back up" A loud voice bellows through my room. I'm to afraid to lookup out of my cocoon to see who it is I just wait for the pain to come that always follows with a man being close to me.

"Please don't hurt me sir" I cry out as I feel the familiar suffocating feeling wash over me. I feel my throat start to close up and my hands become numb from my panic.

"Nobody is going to hurt you Piccola libellula" Alessio says as he scoops me up off of the ground and wraps me up in his arms. He carries me over to my bed and sits down with me in his arms. I can still feel my panic attack getting worse and my cries getting muffled from my tears and lack of oxygen getting to my lungs. (little dragonfly)

He whispers soothing words to me as he moves my dark brown hair off of my face. I can feel the panic start to leave my body as he rubs my back with soothing circles. "Sir can I look her over now" the man that was long forgotten says.

"No leave and go get me a woman to look her over now." Alessio seethes. "What happened Elora?"

"He s-scared me" I say as I wipe my eyes with my long sleeve shirt. I sound absolutely pathetic the man didn't do anything but say he wanted to look me over and I had a full blown panic attack because of it, what is wrong with me?

"Did he hurt you?" he speaks calmly in my ear but I can feel the anger in his words.

"No he didn't do anything to me, I don't know why I acted like that i'm so sorry." I apologized