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KIM SEUNGMIN
✎ xiii. obliviously in love
╚══════════════════╝Seungmin crept back into the dorm as sneakily as he could, tiptoeing to not wake up any of the members who might be sleeping. He was grinning from ear to ear and he was sure his cheeks were still blazing red, but he couldn't care less. He always felt like this after meeting up with you. Seungmin's efforts at being quiet were pointless after he tripped over shoes that had been left at the front door and the other 7 members who were all still up turned to the front door at the same time, silence falling on the room.
Seungmin froze under his hyung's stares. Jeongin's dry cough interrupted the awkward silence, eyes glancing in between Seungmin and Chan.
"This is the fourth time this has happened..." Chan said as Seungmin took a seat next to Felix.
"Are you sure you don't like her?" Hyunjin asked, eyebrows rising.
"I already told you... she's nothing but a friend..." Seungmin responded nervously. Even he wasn't sure if what was coming out of his mouth was entirely the truth.
"Just a friend..." Changbin repeated sarcastically, "You may be successfully fooling yourself, but you're not fooling us."
"We know you like her." Jisung added to make it even clearer.
"I don't." Seungmin said again, biting his lip nervously. Everyone could tell he was lying, though. The members always caught onto everything so quickly.
"Do you need advice?" Minho asked, examining the younger's anxious state. Seungmin nodded. "Well, too bad, cause I don't have any to give you. You fucked up falling for your best friend, I don't know what else to say."
Jisung's face fell open in shock and Felix tried to start saying how Minho didn't actually mean it to comfort Seungmin, but Seungmin hushed him.
"He's right. I fucked up." Seungmin admitted. He paused, searching for the right words, and then a smile crept onto his face, "But I... love her." The room fell silent and he almost regretted saying it. His face fell after he realised what he had just admitted and he quickly backtracked, "I-I mean- I don't love her I just-" Seungmin stuttered nervously under the stare of the other members.
"You do." Chan said. All of Seungmin's missing confidence seemed to be in his voice instead. "And that's okay. You are allowed to love her. You are allowed to be in love with her. I'm happy that you're in love, in fact. I like seeing you happy, and Y/n is what makes you the happiest right now." Chan explained to Seungmin what he thought was the most obvious thing, though Seungmin was missing these facts himself, too blind to accept it.
Seungmin felt relieved after hearing Chan's words, though a bit shocked as well. Were you really what made him the happiest? He rested his head in his hands, thinking about all the things he felt when he saw you. He felt elated whenever you smiled. He constantly stared at you, always wanting to look at you and how effortlessly beautiful you were. He was scared of skin contact with you. It made him nervous and his stomach went wild whenever it happened by accident. Whenever you brushed your hand against his on accident, he felt like he would pass out with the way his heart started racing.
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Fanficoneshots for stray kids!! started: march 4th, 2023. finished: january 14th, 2024.. includes: fluff, maybe angst(?), all sfw!! member x reader. proper spelling & grammar. [this is pure fiction and does not represent the real stray kids or their perso...