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"I'm just gonna go visit my family for a while." I know that wasn't the best time. I know I was being inconsiderate but we talked about things and decided it's best for us to have some space from each other.

I just hope HYBE handles things well so I can be with my Hyung again "We'll come and visit...have fun." Jake hugged him. I felt a pang in my chest,I know they're just friends but I know he gets jealous too sometimes.

"B-bye." I stuttered,hesitant to hug him. His scent invaded my nostrils,it was addicting. I'm gonna miss him.

We just need some time apart.

"Oh you can kiss, don't act shy." I leaned down and sucked him into my chest "I'm sorry.". "I understand,we both need some time apart." We broke the hug.

I am happy he's understanding.

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I was laying in my bed,I was bored to the death but I had nothing to do. I was bored so I decided to go outside. I took my wallet and phone but decided to cover up.

I wore a cap and a mask before making my way out of the house. I tugged the mask a bit,taking a breathe of fresh air.

I made my way down the road,I wanted to walk to the city. It would a long way sure but I still wanted to walk.

I could go to arcade,eat out or have some fun.

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I went to the store and got a lot of snacks. I checked in the bag and bumped into someone,the collide was so hard it shot me back.

"Oh sorry..." I groaned and accepted the hand. "It's alright." I chuckled shaking myself off. I took off my cap and brushed my hair back "Thanks." The girl nodded.

I walked off,I could go to a BBQ restaurant or something? I really have no idea what to do.

The arcade? Sure.

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I ate by the food court when playing games was getting too much. I was waiting for Jake-hyung,he was worried about where I was and I just said at the mall.

He said he'd be here in a few minutes.

I was waiting,stretching out time by playing with my phone. I even started eating some of the snacks.

I'll walk from now on if traffic takes this long.

"Oh, it's you."

"Oh hey,speedbump." She laughed,she had two friends behind her "Yeah,sorry about that....I'm De Vin.".

"Ni-Ki.".

"Nice to meet you,are you just chilling alone?" I shook my head. "My friend was suppose to-"

"Yaurre,Riki my boiiii." I shook my head with a chuckle. We fist bumped before he sat on the table "What are you eating?....who are they?".

"Someone...I bumped into at the store." I am trying,I am not the best at this. By this,I mean English.

"Oooooh,well I'm Jake...he said you're a speed bump.".

"My name's Devin....are you foreigners?" We both nodded. "You too?"

"I'm from Japan." Her eyes shoot wide. "And I'm from Australia....and this little guy has to come home."

"Says the short king." I chuckled as he hit my shoulder. "Hey,I like Doritos." He seemed sad by me eating alone.

"I got a bunch if you want any....see you,Devin."

"Yeah,bye girl I never met before." I couldn't help but laugh "I am the unhinged one." I poked my chest,I proudly earned the title from engenes.

"Nevaur." We both laughed.

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"Oooooh,you got snacks?" I dropped the snacks onto the countertop.

"I was thinking we could go visit Sunoo sometime." I murmured.

"You miss him already?" Jungwon asked. It's hard to sleep at night without him, it's a custom I've gotten use too.

"Yeah,I do." They all smiled and nodded "But give it some time,he hasn't seen his family in a while.".

"I know." I wanna meet them,I don't wanna expose him. But I just wanna see him. But if I do,I'll fall all over again and I'm suppose to be taking this time away from him to think about what way our relationship can go.

"A week,tops then you'll meet your baby girl." Sunghoon squeezed my cheek,I slapped him away "The cat's right there." I did not regret saying that.

It was funny how Jungwon ran around the counter as Sunghoon chased him.

"Oh you got mochi." We were sorting the snacks out between us when these two were chasing around each other. Jungwon gripped onto my shirt as they both laughed.

"You like these,right?" Jay asked,Jungwon nodded and took them all before running to the room.

"Naurr,Jakeu!" Sunghoon whined. "You're not getting this,tiramisu." Jake became possessive of a snack they both seemingly like.

I miss Sunoo-hyung. Jesus Christ,Riki...you're better than this.






























































































I would miss him too.

Also this one time I went with my friend to some girl's house who she just met and I noticed this creepy guy was following us and giving me weird looks everytime I'd look back at him.

So I told my friend 'If he shows up at my doorstep,I am haunting you forever.' and I saw that he was now following us.

Bruh!! *Jin screaming meme*

I literally told them 'Bye,love you. I don't know any of you guys but I love you' and practically sprinted away.

I am not risking it in this economy

Thanks for reading 🙃

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