Vivienne's pov.
I quickly made my way down the stairs, maybe that guy was Tom.
He looked something like Bill, but Tom looked different.
"I'm done" I said walking over to Gustav.
"Bill's gone somewhere, do you want a drink?" he muttered.
"yeah come on, just a sec" i went a little further to get my bag from the doorstep and put the book in it
"Tequila or vodka, maybe whiskey?" Gustav asked behind me.
"Let's have the vodka," I answered almost without thinking.We had a good drink, literally more people were coming by the minute, it was almost crowded, but the corners of the rooms were more or less spacious.
I can control myself, but I drank enough to keep me on my feet.
There were already people on the second floor too, before Bill had told everyone not to go up there, but things got out of hand, there were too many people
The only thing I was relying on and hoping for was withdrawal, I so didn't want it to ruin my evening.The whole time I was here, there were about 3 fights that didn't stop anyone from resting further.
I'm already dizzy from the amount I've been drinking, I decide to go smoke in the kitchen and I see Bill with that guy.
"how are you having a good time?" Bill asks me, he looks even more cheerful than before
"okay, what time is it?" i asked in a languid voice
" it's almost two in the morning" replied Bill "I forgot to introduce you to Tom, Tom this is Vivienne"I looked at him more closely, God, he's very handsome.
"nice to meet you" he smiled slightly and made eye contactI didn't say anything back and the three of us just stood there, some blonde came running over to Tom, of course from our school.
She put her arms around his shoulders.
"let's go dancing" she said in her high-pitched voice, to which he just took her hands and they left.
I wonder how many girls have already met him? He must be a player.
Gustav came up to us.
"Do you know where Georg is?" he asked in his drunken voice
"And where is Lexie?" Bill laughed.
"Jesus, find them and send more drinks, all of us together, we're friends" said Gustav seriously, you could already see that one wrong move and he would fall off his feet
"I think we're drunk enough now" said Bill who was the most sober of us all, but it seemed to me that Tom was much more sober than Bill, I didn't see Tom at first when I arrived, he was somewhere in his room
"Nerd," said Gustav abruptly, and went away.
"but tomorrow he'll wake up and won't remember a damn thing about it" giggled Bill
"yeah," i laughed.
"we should get everyone out of here now, it's too late" tiredly said Bill" we have to go to school tomorrow, you are also severely supervised, I'm sure half the school won't come tomorrow
"Everyone is used to it, so they will come, sooner or later" replied Bill "you can stay with us if you want, and tomorrow we will go together to school, Gustav, Georg and Lexi stay too, you will sleep in the living room"
"I agree" I quickly repliedI have to walk home anyway, I might break something in the meantime, so of course I'll stay
"okay I'll try to get everybody out of here" said Bill "see ya"
"see ya"I went to the kitchen balcony, there weren't many people there.
I smoked and just looked out the window, I could see the meadow from the kitchen window too
It was empty, no trees nothing
I'd like to walk there, even at night.Tom's pov.
I wonder where Vivienne came from?
We get a lot of people coming to our school a lot, but half of those people have already left our crazy schoolIt's a little hard for me to show my face to people after Jake's death.
Some people have started rumors that I'm responsible for it, and sometimes that makes me believe it, but I don't even want to think about it.Some people aren't the whole school.
Almost everyone loves me, so I don't have a problem with that.Rose is boring to me, of course we don't expect anything from each other, she's as simple as that, I just hang out with her for a while and then we break up.
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Vivienne's pov.People were slowly leaving, And Bill got us all pillows from the attic
It's almost 3 in the morning, I don't know, I might even skip school tomorrow, but I want to go with everyone elseGeorg was already asleep in the chair, Gustav was in the chair too, but he wasn't asleep, he was cursing at everybody.
Tom was not with us, he was upstairs
Lexi was lying on the small sofa, there were two in total.
"well that'll do, you're all so drunk you won't even know you're asleep" said Bill"I want to sleep," I said and went to the other couch.
"it'll give you a headache, wait" Bill lifted my head and put a pillow under it.
We heard someone coming down the stairs, I lifted my head to see who it was.
A girl with disheveled blonde hair was coming downstairs, she didn't say anything, she just opened the door and left.
It was the one who asked Tom to dance with him.Bill turned off the light and I fell asleep.
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Tom's pov.
In the middle of the night I heard mooing and moaning, it was coming from the first floor
I tried to go to sleep but I couldn't, God what the hell happened to those drunks up there.
I went downstairs to threaten that if they didn't shut up I'd kick everyone out of the fucking houseAs soon as I got to the living room, I saw Vivienne lying on the floor, all shaking and twitching.
"God, I have to go through this again," I mumbled.
I was a little scared for her.
I went over to her and shook her by the shoulders.
"Vivienne, God, what the fuck is wrong with you?""Tom I'm sick, I'm fucking sick, I can't do this" She's covered in a thin layer of sweat and cold as ice
"Do you have any drugs?" she asks suddenly, barely breathing.
"I'm not gonna give you pills," I said with a sigh, "you're another problem."
"what?" she asked disappointedly, looking at me with her brown crying eyes.I picked her up and dragged her upstairs to the bathroom, luckily everyone else was asleep.
When addicts go into withdrawal they may need a shower, after I give her a shot of water I give her an anesthetic and she goes back to sleep.
She was twitching and begging for a dose, I didn't say anything to make her angry.In the bathroom I stripped her down to her underwear and put her in the tub.
She hugged her legs and sat trembling in a lump, she seemed to know what I was about to do.
I turned on the water and sat on the edge of the tub pouring water on her.
She sniffled, but she endured it.
After seven minutes of washing, I turned off the water.I touched her skin, still cold, she twitched and her skin was covered with goosebumps.
"I feel so bad, I feel so bad, I'm sorry."
"I know."I got a towel from the closet and covered her up to make her feel comfortable.
I picked her up again and carried her to my room and put her on the bed.
I went to the closet to get her my T-shirt."Where are you going?" She asked wistfully.
"I'm not going anywhere," I mumbled.
I got her my big T-shirt and put it on her.
And then I covered her up with a blanket.
I went back downstairs to get a syringe and some medicine, took that and then came back up."Hang in there, it's gonna hurt a little bit."
I stretched her arm out and got the strap and tied it around her and put it in.She fell asleep
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FanficAfter a long remission, Vivienne decides to change schools and change her surroundings, will she be able to improve? Will her new crush be able to influence her positively?