putty in your hands

Chapter XXII

I push Steven away, engulfed with rage and bitterness.
"ASSHOLE!", I slap him "You always have to ruin everything!" I punch him in the chest.
"Eleanor, plea-"
"Shut up! You don't get to talk!", I scream at him as my eyes fill with tears. "I wish I've never met you.", my voice is bitter as I tell him reproachfully.
"Ella, let's go.", Sarah gently approaches me.
"Fuck you. I hate you." I spit out to Steven before letting Sarah drag me away.
"W-where's Matt?", my voice trembles as I ask Sarah about him, too scared to look away from her. Too scared to see he's left.
"He stormed off. Ella, for a second it seemed like it was consensual, he saw it, wait-"
I tear my hand away from her grip and I push through the crowd as I'm making my way to the exit. I can't believe Steven succeeded to ruin everything good, again. And we're not even together.
I inhale deeply when I get out, it's chilly outside and I feel tiny drops of rain fall on my sweaty skin, making me shiver.
I notice Matt right away, leaning his back against the facade as he takes a long drag of cigarette.
"Matt!" I call out his name and he twitches his head and sets his eyes on me as he lets the smoke out of his lungs.
I walk over to him, timidly moving one feet in front of the other. My lips tremble as I fight the urge to start crying. He's probably done with me.
"Who is he?", he asks me calmly.
"I pushed him away, I'm so sorry, I-I didn't know he was going to-"
"Eleanor, who is he?!" I recoil when he shouts out. My eyes fill with tears.
"I'm sorry." I say apologetically.
He comes closer to me and starts speaking lowly, "Do you have any idea how bad this is? It'll surely be all over the press. Someone there..", he points at the club "got that shit on the video, or has taken a photo. My manager and publicist will be up to their necks fixing your mess."
He locks his eyes on mine, I've never seen him this angry.
"Get in the car." he takes another drag before tossing the cigar.
"I left my purse inside." I look up at him pleadingly.
"I'll text Sarah to bring it.", he opens the car door and I obediently get in. I take a tissue and dry my eyes, trying to fix my makeup in the review mirror. While I'm rubbing off mascara under my eyes I see Sarah hurriedly walking to Matt and giving him my purse. They exchange few words before she quickly hugs him and returns inside. Moments after he's in the car next to me.
"Matt I didn't kiss him back." I almost whisper it to him.
He just glances at me before starting the engine.

After an agonizingly silent drive we're back at his apartment.
"I should probably get my things and leave.", I say as I walk in the bathroom to take my nesesser.
He chides, following me, "What the fuck do you think you're doing?"
"Isn't this what you wanted?" I turn around and look at him.
He walks up to me and studies my face "Who is he?", he asks again, his eyes piercing into mine.
"My ex, Steven.", I answer while keeping eye contact, "but he means nothing to me, I pushed him away, you have to believe me, I don't want him I want only you. I'm in love with you.", the words come out before I can stop them.
"You sure 'bout that?", he questions daringly.
I frown. "Really? I confessed my love to you and that's your answer?", I let out a disappointed sigh.
A smirk forms on his lips, "Took you long enough."
Matt places his hands on my cheeks and pulls me in a heated kiss. I reach for him, my hands instinctively run through his hair, fisting it. His hands move across my body, hungrily roaming and gripping me over the dress, making me moan into his mouth.
He pulls away to gasp for air "Say it again."
I lean in, eyes closed, lips parted, wanting more, "I love you."
"It's mutual, then.", he grunts against my lips, brushing them with his, before colliding them in a kiss again, nibbling at my plump flesh before trailing kisses down my chin and leaving love bites on my neck and cleavage. I can feel each one of his hot, sloppy wet kisses deep in my stomach and below it.
"Matthew.." I moan out as I pull him closer by his belt.
He pulls a ribbon on my back and unties the dress before letting it fall on the floor and gather around my feet, leaving me only in panties. He observes my naked body, his eyes subtly widening.
"You make me so fucking hard.", he admits as he pinches my nipple before lifting me on the bathroom counter. He spreads my legs and kneels in front of me. I just look down at him as he caresses one of my legs and leaves hot, wet kisses and bites against my inner thigh, earning another desperate moan from me.
I gasp surprisedly and grab his shoulder when he rips my knickers and throws them away.
"I loved those!", I protest.
"I'll buy you new ones.", he comments before sinking his face between my legs. I wince at the contact of his tongue against my clit. He mercilessly sucks on it while he finger-fucks me. 
I pull his hair as I bite on my lip. "Matt, please.." I try to wiggle out "It's too intense.."
Matt tightens his grip on my thigh with his spare hand, keeping me in place.
I squeal and look down at him to meet his gaze, "What are you doing? FUCK!" I almost scream out as he bites on my clit. I pull on his hair trying to separate him from myself.
"Isn't this what you wanted?" He stands up and attacks my neck with bites. "Always asking for more...  Well, I won't be gentle tonight."
He grips my arm and turns me around, pressing his body against my back.
"I'll fuck you in front of this mirror so you can see how good you take it.", he nibbles my ear as he looks at our reflection, his hand squeezing my ass roughly. I don't know what's gotten into him, but a fresh wave of desire pulls between my legs. I tilt my head enjoying in his love bites.
"Such an obedient whore.", he gives  me a wry smile in the mirror as he unbuckles his belt.
"Are you?" he asks as he teases my entrance with his mushroom head, rubbing it in circles against my slit.
I'm so desperate to feel him inside of me, but my cheeks turn red from his filthy mouth.
"Matt.." I plead breathlessly.
"Answer me.", he growls and slaps my ass fiercely, surely imprinting his palm on my sensitive skin.
I jolt from the pain "Y-yes.. God.."
"Damn straight you are." he slams his cock inside of me, and pushes my torso down on the counter. I obediently arch my back, ass in the air as my breasts and stomach press against cold counter.
Matt violently crushes his hips against my ass over and over again in a rapid motion, penetrating me deeply. The bathroom is filled with my whimpers and moans as he fucks me like an animal.
"Ohhh God!" I whine as he hits the right spot and my head lulls down. He takes a handful of my hair, wraps it around his fist and pulls me up, his spare hand supporting my torso as he presses me against him.
His hot breath hits my face as he speaks "No, no, no.. you have to watch, remember?"
I push my ass into him, meeting his thrusts.
"You're such a dick." I say through gritted teeth earning another slap on my rear.
"Yeah, I tend to be sometimes.", he fastens his pace, his cockhead repeatedly slamming into my cervix.
"Ohhhh fuck yes, ughHH..", I moan loudly.
He grunts as he looks down to where our bodies meet, "Shit, you're so wet. You love this, hm?"
"YesyesYES" I mumble somehow, my eyes on his reflection in the mirror. His hair is a sweaty mess, a few buttons on his shirt are undone, sweat glistens on his chest. He's concentrating with mouth agape as he watches his cock disappear into my body over and over again.
"You know no one else can make your pussy feel this good.", he comments as he sets his eyes on mine in the reflection. He wraps his hand around my throat "Whose are you?" he rolls his hips, massaging my inner walls perfectly.
"Y-yours!" I stutter and pant "Please!"
"You're gonna cum?", he asks as my walls tighten around him "Fuck, so tight", he slides his hand down to rub my clit.
My head falls back on his shoulder in ecstasy as I come undone "Matt!", I call out his name and my breath hitches as orgasm rips through my body. I hold onto him and push my hips backwards as he pumps me, riding my high.
"I love you too.", he murmurs in my ear, his cock twitching against my walls and his hips stutter as he empties himself inside of me.
Matt thrust slowly into me a few more times and leaves tender kisses down the back of my neck, his breaths shallow.
"Are we good now?" I give him a side eye and a smile tittups on my lips.
"I think we are.", he gently pulls out of me and hugs me from behind, as we both laugh. "But we still need to talk.", he adds.
"No, I won't tell you when I've realized that I'm in love with you." I declare jokingly.
"Shut up." he says through a chuckle and kisses my temple. I let out a relieved sigh.