Sacrifice

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Porsche waited until the footsteps of Kinn faded away then he slowly opens the door and picks up the medicine.

He notices that the medicine is specially for pregnant people. Hmm....Kinn is still always so attentive whenever it comes to Porsche. Porsche eats the medicine and gulps down the last few inches of water in that bottle. Then he took a quick bath.

He wasn't really traumatized by the incident that happened to him, at least he is still safe and he wasn't really hurt, just a wound in the head and he had Kinn this time. He wasn't alone. It was worse last time when he was only 7.

He lays on the bed thinking. He knows that Kinn is not going to ditch him, he just wants to stay away from Porsche for his safety but he has never thought about how Porsche felt before. This is what made Porsche really mad.

Porsche got angry thinking about this and he takes up a plushie at the side of the bed and glares at it then he squishes the toy in anger.

He looks at the toy and realizes the shape of the toy had changed as Porsche squished it too hard. He immediately puts it back right and apologize to the toy.

"sorry about that, I just got mad" said Porsche to the plushie.

Then Porsche searches the room for Kinn's jacket or clothes to hug onto so he can sleep peacefully but he couldn't find one. Porsche groans in dismay.

He tries to sleep but he couldn't. He toss and turn and even turned on the hypnosis video to make himself sleep but it didn't work. The video said to relax and empty your mind but all Porsche could think of was Kinn. He slams his phone on the bed.

"This is stupid"

He closes his eyes and surprisingly, he managed to sleep. But he had a nightmare.

He had a nightmare and he saw Kinn dead and he was the one who shot Kinn. But he himself wasn't in the right place. He was scared and trembling, crying on the floor over Kinn as if someone forced him to kill Kinn. Then he heard someone's voice laughing and as he turned to look, he felt a sharp pain and the next minute he was sitting upright on the bed his hand still trembling and tears pouring out of his eyes continuously.

Porsche wipes his tear and convinces himself that it was just a dream. He then went out to see if Kinn was outside. Kinn wasn't. He panicked and immediately took the hotel card and went out of the hotel room to find Kinn.  Just as the door opened, Porsche bumped into something hard. But he didn't even bother to see what it is. He stood up and ran but someone grabbed him from the back.

Porsche looks up and saw Kinn. Tears poured out of his eyes right that second uncontrollably. He hugs Kinn tightly while shaking his head profusely, repeating the same words again and again.

"I'm sorry please don't go, I'll be good, I won't go anywhere, I'll listen to you"

Kinn immediately comforts Porsche not knowing why Porsche suddenly acted like that. Then he notices Porsche wearing his pyjamas and then he made a good guess about what happened.

"I'm here, it's okay, I won't leave, I promised you, remember? "

Porsche is still shaking his head in fear.
Kinn cups Porsche's face, and kisses him softly.

Porsche calmed down a bit but he was still clutching Kinn's shirt tightly not wanting him to go anywhere.

"Did you have a nightmare?" Kinn asks Porsche in a soft, calming and loving tone.

Porsche nods.

"nightmares are always opposite. They are not real. It's okay, don't cry hmm? See, I just went out to buy something for you, I know you're mad at me, so I bought things to make you happy."