Be Careful Playing Games

Is Trey The Only Option?

I walk in the house door, slowly closing the door behind me, with no words. My mom died when I was 3 and my dad.......well you know every man cant be a man these days. I live with my Auntie Tina, she some type of worldwide therapist so she not here much. I head upstairs wiping my face from the tears of emotions I just had.

Dropping my book bag by my door I drop on the bed and just stare at the ceiling. I want too call Kaya, but I dont to hear that "I told you so" I just need to be held, and comforted.

I have this neighbor Jay I think thats his name.. He walks Auntie Tina dogs for her everyday,because I refuse to walk those pits. Anyways, he rings on the door bell for me too let the dogs out and I open it.

"Hey, Can you lets the dogs out?"He says

"Sure" I reply

Closing the door he stop his foot with it saying "Are you okay? Look like you've shed a few tears" He says

I reply "Im fine"

"No your not! I refuse to let you sit here in a house alone mad about whatever your mad about, after I walk the dogs if you need someone to talk too ill be there" He says

"Why do you care so much? What do want? To fuck?! Sorry, not that type of girl bye!"

"Wait what?! The fact you even think im like that bothers me, your a gorgeous girl and any guy would be crazy to take advantage if you or even try"
"...you really care huh?" I reply

"Yes..now will you let me show you that I do?" He says
"...I guess, Ill open the door and let the dogs out for you" I reply

He smiles "Okay Okay .. Well .. Yeah .. So Ill go"

Aw, I never had a guy talk to me how he does. He's Different.
After Walking the dogs I let Jay in, and I just lead him to the living room and we sit"

"You want to talk about it? Jay Says

"No, just hold me" I reply

"Anything you need" He says
He grabs my shoulders, and lays me on his chest. I just burst into tears all the tears I held in from the times Trey hurt me just came out. He rubbed his fingers through my hair saying

"Whoever did it,said it, or made you cry like this doesn't deserve you"
I look up at him, then I kiss him. I get up and wrap my legs around him while he was sitting down. I led my hands down to his pants and he stops my hand.

"Whats wrong? You want me right?" I say

"I want you Jamie yes I do, but I dont want you like this."

I get off of him "What do you want then? No guy has ever cared for me like you do & you hardly know me" I reply

"You've been messing with the wrong guys. Your a gorgeous girl, giving it up shouldnt be that easy Jamie" He replys

"TREY! I WAS THERE FOR HIM ALL THROUGH HIS MOTHERS DEATH AND THE ONLY TIME HE CAME TO ME IS WHEN HE WANTED ME I DO SO MUCH FOR PEOPLE! YOU PROBABLY JUST ON A ACT, YOU DONT CARE! ALL YALL THE SAME!" I yell in tears

"JAMIE! IM SORRY FOR WHAT TREY DID TO YOU, BUT NEVER COMPARE ME TO THAT, IT SEEMS LIKE YOU DONT EVEN NEED ME SO ILL BE LEAVING" He yells

"YEAH LEAVE LIKE EVERYONE ELSE" I reply
He grabs his jacket, and puts it on. While walking out he stops .... then keeps going. I lay there crying tears

--------Morning 7:30
I drag myself out of the couch, I guess I fell asleep down here. Heading upstairs I see my phone haven't checked it sense I caught Trey...yeah you know. I got 20 missed calls from Kaya and none from Trey. He must not want me that bad, didn't even put a effort into trying to get me back.