loona's diary

tuesday 6 june 2023

11:25am

happy pride month everybody 🏳️‍🌈♥️

i hope your fag month is going great so far, or at least better than mine

it's so crazy, i haven't been this depressed in a long ass time, could possibly be never, but it's been so hard for me this past week and a half

i've had a sudden drop in my mood and i have been really struggling, struggling to get out of bed, to take care of myself, to go to work, to live life in general

there was no reason for this drop at all might i add, the weekend before it happened was great, i went over to my best friend's and slept over, and then she came over the next day and slept over as well, then the moment she left it's like a dark cloud came over me and never left

i'm suspecting it was because i'd stopped my nerve pills for a while because i wasn't able to get them, but i'm not sure

i've also been struggling to eat, barely a meal a day 🤷🏻

i want to get out of this but i truly don't know how and it's making me even more depressed and sad

but anyways like i said, i hope your days have been better than mine

do you have any plans for pride? i'm so mad that i can't celebrate and go to parades i want to so bad

so tell me, how is everyone?

—signing off
stressy depressy loona 🏳️‍🌈✨♥️