Midoriyas POV:
When kachan came back to the dorms with todoroki-kun early I felt like they were a little off. So I did what any sane person would do. Follow them!"Leave me alone icy-hot! What happened doesn't matter, it's not like it's the first time"
What happened?
"Bakugo, the fact it happened before is more concerning. Are you sure your okay?"
Something happened to kachan. Now I gotta listen.
"Midoriya?"
Startled I pull Mina aside me and hush her.
"Shh, something happened to kachan and I'm trying to find out what. "
"So you are going to watch them instead of asking him?"
Yeah.
"Well you know he wouldn't want to worry us so he would push us away"
I go back to listening but they were already finished talking! Thanks mina...
"So explain?"
I really don't want/ can't do that.
"Well I really can't, I don't know what happened. But it was when they were out"
Way to state the obvious, izuku.
I went to my room after patting Minas head. I felt so dizzy all day and I can barely breathe! I don't know what's going over me..
...
I can't see anything. I can't see my bed. I can't see my closed door. Nothing...
Bakugo POV
Dam idiot! Why does he care so much about me. I don't need anyone finding about that picture. No-one. I can bearly breathe at the thought of being alive. And to have someone breathing down your neck doesn't make it better.When I get to my room I toss my bag aside, I kept feeling something shaking me but when I look around it's nothing. NOTHING! I'M SO TIRED! I DON'T NEED THIS! WHY CAN'T EVERYONE GO AWAY! My burning tears Curressing my face. The sharp pains inflicted to my throat! MY GOD DANG HEART BEATING TO EVER GUN SHOT I HEAR!
Why did those perverts see that picture. I hate that picture. Why can't they go away..? Fuck you woman. DIE IN HELL!
"DIE, DIE, DIE! JUST DIE! GO TO FUCKING HELL! I DON'T CARE IF WE'RE RELATED! I HOPE YOU HAVE THE SAME FATE THAT WOMAN IN MY MEMORY DID. "
"Die.. "
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"Why is she still in my memory! Why can't she get out! I did everything for that family."
Changed my gender at 3 with a quirk.
Red contacts that people call me a villian because of.
Name
Everything..
Yet I can't remember much. I have memory's of her but I can't remember who she was. I watched the poor woman die.
Thinking about it makes the pain worst.Deserved.
I'm weak.
Weak.
Stupid.
Bully.
There was no justification to what I did. None at all. He stopped me being an idol, and I tell him to jump off a roof. I'm sorry izuku. I know I appoligiezed but. I can't help but still be upset.
I'm sorry purple woman..
I remember what you said.
"Idol."
I'm sorry.. Woman.
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bakugo angst|suicidal bakugo|todobaku
Fanfictionso this is a huge oshi no ko x mha thing! so this will have all my fears pushed onto bakugo and everyday I wrote what I dream/cry about! Bakugo=ruby as he was incaraged to follow his dreams face on and izuku=aqua as he was always cast aside. yes al...