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Dan's POV
I couldn't take it any more. I ran to the bathroom. I was sick of trying. I grabbed my blade and headphones. I turned up my music all the way.
I let myself fall into a lie.
I thought he would wake up now
I let my walls come down
I told him everything
I let myself smile and feel alive
He made me smile and I couldn't ask for more
I let my wall come down
I showed him nothing
No matter how I try I don't know why.
I'm falling apart
You push so far away
Wake up now
You wrapped your hands tight around my heart and squeezed if full of pain
Two more cuts
With this knife I'll cut out the part of me
Four cuts
The part that care for you
Why are you so gorgeous?
The heart that cares for you
I wish I couldn't love you so much
I can't believe the way you took me down.
Why did that car hit you?
I never saw the pain
Why couldn't it have been me?
Coming in a million broken miles
The shattered glass was my useless heart
Like poison through my veins
You're the drug and I like it
The hate and the fear
I'm done with being fearful
The nightmares that wake me up
My Demons take control
I'm in tears
I can't stop crying
The nightmare and (the hate)
I now have 41 new cuts on my body. They define me.
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