Isn't It Just What You Wanted?

Ch.2(Skye's P.O.V)

I can't believe,Grayson did that for me.

It's just wow.

I grab my books and put them in my backpack.I get up from my chair and stand up.

"What are you doing?" asks Leslie that bitch.

I flip her and the whole class except Josh short for Joshua and Grayson.

I walk to the door and get out of that place.I walk outside and sit at a table were the seniors sit when the weathers is nice.

I look up at the blue sky.It was beautiful unlike me.

"Umm,hey." says a voice,startling me.

Grayson.

"Hello what are you doing here?" I ask looking up at him.

"I didn't really want to be in there."he says scratching the back of his neck.

"Oh.Okay.Thanks for what you said in class."i say patting the seat beside me and he sits.

"Oh.Yeah.Anytime."he says sighing and cupping his jaws with his big hands.

Why am I staring at his hands?

" So,does that happen a lot?You know the OMG there is that emo girl thing,Does it?" He asks and I bite my lip.

"Yeah,its okay anyways." I say shrugging.

"It's not okay.Can I see something?" He asks removing his hands from his jaws.

"Okay,i guess." I say looking at him in confusion.

He grabs my wrist carefully.

Oh shit.

He lifts up my sleeve carefully.

"You do that? Why?"he asks looking at them carefully.

"Don't ask why." I say looking down.

"You trigger yourself just to give yourself a reason to do it." he says letting go of my wrist and crossing his arms across his chest.

Oh.

"Don't allow society to turn you into someone your not,love."he says looking at me and my cheeks flush a bit.

"I don't well I do.I felt happy for a while,i finally felt okay,but why did I be love that I was getting better,when I knew that I would sink back into my usual self,I am bad again I am worse than before,and any hope that I had left,is gone." I say sighing.