Isn't It Just What You Wanted?

Ch.3(Skye's p.o.v)

I could handle it anymore.I put the blade on my wrist and I though about all the people that make my life miserable,and see the blood bless out.I do more and more getting more relief.Everyone wonders "Why do you do it?" I do it because it makes me who I am.I am who I am.

Soon I had six words on my wrist"Isn't that what you wanted?"

Somebody stood over me.I looked up and saw a pair of brown eyes looking at me with confusion.

"I-I though you were going to second period." He says taking a sit beside me.

"I was...I just..."i sob loudly and I show him my wrist.

He sakes his head and looks at the words on my wrist.He brings my wrist closer to his lips and he kisses them lightly.

Oh,okay.

"I do this," I say pointing to my wrist,"because of my cheating boyfriend.I do this because of him."I say in between sobs."I remember everything about him,when he grabbed me by the waist,the way he smelled,but mostly the way he ki---wait never mind." I say shaking my head.

"The way he what?" He asks

"Nothing."I say shaking my head.

"Why don't you tell me?"

"The way he kissed me." I say sighing.

"You have to let it all go.The way he kissed you, the way he smelled,the way he touched your waist.You have to let it go and you have to let him go.Because that's who he was,not who he is." he says turning away to look at something.

If it would be that easy.

"Hey umm someone is looking for you,Skye." he says pointing to tall boy wandering around.Once he turns to look at me I recognize him,Zeke,My ex.

Oh snap.

"Aha.There you are!" He says walking over to us.

"Can I talk to you?" He asks ignoring Grayson's presence.

"Umm...Can we talk here?" I ask looking down at a irritated Grayson.He looks adorable.

Me and Zeke take a seat on either side of Grayson.

Weird?I know.

"So proceed,Zeke." I say looking at him.

"I wish we could go back in time y'know." he says shrugging and Grayson stiffens.

"Okay...Keep going." I say.

"Do you still love me?" He blurts out.

"No...I like you,Zeke.Don't you get it? I chose you,over anyone else.I always fvcking chose you,and you hurt me."

"Are you insane?" He asks making me almost punch him but I don't.Ugh.

"Maybe I am not insane.Maybe I am just a girl who wants to be loves." I say sighing.

"Choose between me or him." he says

What?

"What?" asks Grayson looking at Zeke.

"Choose,Skye." he commands.

I hesitate,"I don't know Ze--"

"If you hesitate between me and him,don't choose me."he says and gets up walking away.

"Wait Zeke!" I yell.

"Go after him." Grayson says sighing.

"Bu--" I start but I get cut off.

"It's fine.Just go." he says and with that I take off jogging after Zeke.

Leaving Grayson all alone.

I am messed up.

Cruel world.