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My Little Friend's Secret

Eve's P.O.V
I was in my room looking at myself in the full size mirror, I had felt disgusted by my own reflection. Tears fell down from my eyes from thinking how I am safe and that little girl is probably being hurt right now. I am asam that I couldn't have help that little girl, I was sick of my own reflection then I had gotten mad cause of what that lady had telled me at the store. But everything she said is true about me, at least that is what I think. I had gotten so mad and worried that I had punch the mirror. Then I just sat there with my knees to my chest, I had started to hear footsteps. I heard a knock on the door "come in" I said, the door open then I had saw Kellin. He had approached me and sat next to me "what happen" he said "I couldn't help her now she might be in pain now" I said tears started to fall from my eyes "who" he said "this little girl I met at the music store" I said crying, Kellin just look at me then he had hug me. "It's okay, you try that's all, I am here" he said "no she is in pain cause of me I made it worse, I deserve to be in pain not her" I said "no, don't say that you went through enough pain, let's get you clean up and skip going out and just go to sleep" he said "okay, but can you stay the night" I ask "okay" he said, I had gotten up and wash my bloody hand and wrap it in some bandages. I went back to my room and lay on my bed with Kellin holding me tight. Then I had drifted off to sleep.

...seven hours later...
I had woken up with fear, I had a horrible nightmare. I had sat up to see Kellin sound asleep, I had grab my phone to see that it was seven in the morning. I had change into some balck pants, skull shirt, balck converse and my balck sweater. I had left a note for Kellin when he wakes up so he won't be worry about me. I wwnt to the music store to see if Bandit was there and to just waste some of my time since I have nothing to do. It was still wet outside from when it was raining, I walk until I had saw the store. Once I had arrive to the store, I had went inside and notice that Bandit was there looking really sad. I had sat next to Bandit "are you okay" I said "ya, just that my mom hit me and told me that I was fuck up just like my dad" said Bandit "I am pretty sure that I had made it worse for you though" I said "no, so what happen to your arm" she said "oh....... I had punch the mirror cause I had gotten mad and stuff" I said "oh, are you okay" she said "ya" I said, it then turn silent. I had notice that she had a piece of paper or something "what is that" I said pointing to the paper "oh, it's a picture of my dad" she said "if you don't mind me asking about what happen to him" I said "no I don't mind, so he was always gone and never had time for me and my mom so one day they gotten in a fight. It had gotten bad so he just pack his things and left us, just like that" she said snaping her fingers "wow, so what is that piece of paper that you have" I said "oh it's a picture of my dad" she said "can I see it" I ask "ya sure, here" she said as she gave it to me, I had took the photo from her hands and look at it. I had look at the picture with shock, he dad was Gerard. "Here, I think I should go" I said giving her the picture "okay" she said, I had gotten up from where I was and went outside. I had to see Gerard as fast I can, I had ran home. Once I arrive there I was out of breath. I went inside to see none of the guys, but only Kellin in the kitchen. "Are you okay?" said Kellin "ya, where are all of the guys" I ask "they left for the studio" he said "okay, wait you are still here" I said "ya, Copeland is with her mom and I have absolutely nothing to do" he said "oh, why don't we got to Gerard's house" I said "wait, why" he said "I just really need to talk to him in person about something" I said "okay, since I have really nothing better to do" he said "okay, let's go" I said "okay" he said, we had went in his car. He decided to drive since I was kinda tired from running a long distance.

...two hours later...
We had finnaly arrive at Gerard's house, we had both gotten out of the car and into his house. Frank had open the door for us, I went inside "hey where is Gerard at" I ask "he is in his art room" said Mikey "thanks, Kellin why don't you talk to the guys in the kitchen" I said "okay" said Kellin, I had went to the door to enter his art room. I had knock on the door as I was entering, Gerard look back and notice that it was me "hey, what's up" he said "I had met this little girl at the music store, her name is Bandit Lee Way" I said "oh" he said "oh, is that all you can say. You left that family, just like how you left me. You can't do that to that little girl, you have to be there for her and even if it means that I will have to never see one of you guys then I will do that" I said "well what do you expect from me, they won't forgive me for leaving them" he said "then make them forgive you, go to them and if they don't answer you go to this music store. Bandit will probably be there" I said "do you seriously think they will forgive me for leaving" he said "ya, but I have a question" I said "okay, what is it" he said "is Bandit's mom my real mom?" I ask "sorry, but no" he said "oh, well I should go back home now" I said "okay, and thanks for telling me about Bandit and her mom" he said "oh, no problem" I said, I had went outside his art room to see all of the guys getting along with Kellin. "Hey Kellin, can we go back home" I ask "okay" he said, we had went outside. I kinda started to feel sad that I still don't know my real mom and also that Bandit actually gets to have real father daughter relationship with Gerard, something I will never have with any foster dad or real dad.