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Siddharth please make me yours !!
she said once again......

Siddharth pulled her towards himself .....

HAM !!
Said siddharth
before he could complete....

Shehnaaz looks down bites her lips....she felt rejected once again...💔

Her eyes filled with tears she looked at siddharth and smiled 💔

She had hurted him ...💔💔

Said something which no man can withstand.
She had humiliated her man💔
Whom she claimed to love....💔whom she worshipped 💔
How he must have felt....what he must be thinking about her....💔

That how cheap she has become 💔..

Once she too felt like this when she thought siddharth choosed anam above  her....
She never wanted  this feeling for her siddharth 💔
She made him think so low about him....💔💔

He is so good that he had forgiven her...

She knows she cant remove that memory from his mind......💔..she still can see pain in his eyes....💔

Sware on her god she doesn't know that how she talk so low about him.....sware on her god she didn't mean it....💔

But how will she prove....💔

She was so messed up with all the rejections she had faced throughout her life....it made her think like this....

When RAYAN has gone away from her she didn't able to accept it...
She thought siddharth doesn't wants him near her because he thought she didn't took care of his child ....
That's why...💔

Somewhere she herself started to feel this she is good for nothing....
She didn't able to took care of his son....

This thought was killing her from inside....

Anams death her mother's death everything is because of her ...

She was reason behind all this she started to think like this......

Whenever ,Whenever she used to think that now nothing bad will happen, everything will be fine, always something bad happened..

She was in same page once again..where she had started....💔

She getup from his lap slowly...sit next to him silently.....

She will not force him..
Maybe he needs sometime...or he is angry with her....

She will wait for him...
She had waited for him when there is no hope......💔

Didn't she..💔
She will ask his forgiveness....She will keep apologizing to him until she wins Siddharth's heart again.

She can wait for him her whole life.....when he is infront of her....❤

She thought....

Koi baat nahi...
Aap so jaiye!
she said adjusting his pillow
Not meeting his eyes...she corrected her night suit......she felt so embarrassed..

She is forcing him to accept her....
That's not done....💔

Siddharth was silently observing her facial expressions....

he pulled her with the force she directly landed on his lap...

This is it...
She lost her patience....

She cried hugging him💔💔


"ही रे तू ही रे
तेरे बिना मैं कैसे जीयूं
आजा रे आजा रे
यूँ ही तड़पा ना तू मुझको
जान रे जान रे इन साँसों में बस जा तू
चाँद रे चाँद रे आजा दिल की ज़मीन पे तू
चाहत है अगर आके मुझसे मिल जा तू
या फिर ऐसा कर धरती से मिला दे मुझको
तू ही रे तू ही रे
तेरे बिना मैं कैसे जीयूं
आजा रे आजा रे
यूँ ही तड़पा ना तू मुझको"

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