The Bucket List

Chapter Eighteen

Jennifer's POV

"What the hell are you doing here Alex??" I asked with my eyes narrowed. I was expecting it was Harry, and my heart just dropped seeing him not Harry, maybe he's on his way.

"I'm here to see you.. Right?" He said smiling

"What? I told you last night that I don't wanna see you anymore. Were over! You know what? Just leave.. Harry's probably on his way, I don't want him to see you here.." I said as his eyes narrowed

"Harry? He's the one that told me that you wanted to see me, that's why i'm here.." He said as I felt my body slightly froze.

"What did you say? Stop making stories Alex, Harry's gonna be here in a minute so you need to leave" I said pushing him outside the door but he stopped it with his hand.

"I'm not making up stories okay? He told me that you wanted to see me, that you realize that i'm still the one you love, he even told me to give to this white rose, he told me you'll like it..." He said handing me the white rose

Alex never gave me a white rose.. he never did, because he doesn't know how fascinated I am with white roses. I looked at him startled for a moment.. he doesn't seemed to be lying.. I already felt my tears, thinking why Harry did this..

"When did he talked to you? How? Where?" I asked

"Last night, I was at this bar, and we accidentally saw each other, then he told me about it.. I'm actually surprised.." He said

"A bar?? What the hell.. Why is he at the bar? Is he drinking? is he with some girls? Fuck.. Alex tell me, Why is he there? what else did he tell you??" I asked as I felt my tears streaming down my face.

Alex looked at me with sad eyes, then he leans to me slowly as he took a deep breath..

"You must have love him that much.. Jennifer, I don't know why he told me that, but I love you so I believe him.. He is drinking but he's alone.. I don't see any girls with him.." He said

It actually made me relieved, I don't know what happened, why all of a sudden Harry's being like this.. Now I get it why he's being so emotional last night, like it's the last time that were gonna be together.. I don't know why he's doing this, But i'm not gonna let that happen.. I wiped away my tears as I looked at Alex

"Bring me to that bar, his car is probably beside that bar. He's probably sleeping there, he's nowhere to go.." I told Alex

"I don't think he's there, He walked to me before he left the bar, he told me to take care of you, and never hurt you again because you deserve all the good things in the world." He said as I felt myself crying for more.

"Why the hell is he doing this!!! We were just okay! Maybe he's just around, i'm gonna find him.." I said not worrying about how I look,

I grab my coat and bag about to go..

"Jennifer, calm down.. Look at you, Why don't you just eat first?"

"Alex get off my way! You think I can eat knowing Harry's probably leaving and not coming back? Just please, get off my way, I need to find him.." I said with my voice cracking.

Alex looked down then he looked at me sadly..

"Fine, I'll go with you.. I'll help you look for him.." He said making me surpised..

I looked at him as I try to give him a smile

"Thank you.." I said as we both walk towards his car..

Alex started driving,I kept on looking out thinking I might see Harry's car, but no sign of him. I wonder where did he go, I wonder what's gotten in him that made him do this.. My mind is ready to explode with every possible thought that's in my mind.