"Yn let's go we need to head out now" Gustav yelled. We were all going to my family party we call it the Jacob reunion. I don't usually go because I mentally can't really be by my dad.
(At the party)
"Yn dear look at you all grown up. You should go say hi to haven and hunter. There over there" my aunt Tara said pointing me to them. "Auntie yn" a little girl said. "Hi Clara look at you. How about we go find your dad" I said picking her up.
Gustav looked at me and whispered in my ear. "You look good with a kid on your waist."
(At dinner)
"Yn you look like a hooker cover up." "Hi dad" I said without being bothered. "You, boy move over I want to sit by my daughter." "Hay Tom sit on this side I'm done eating." Aunt Tara said thankfully. I whispered in Gustav's ear "can we leave now, please." "So yn how have you been I haven't been able to reach you. I think ya gave me the wrong number." My dad said chuckling. "Good I have a great lover Gustav and-" he cut me off and said. "Nice I just got a huge raze now I make 150k a yr." "That's great. I think we're going to go though we have a big interview tomorrow and..." He cut me off once again. "Oh yn your always trying to escape and I'm sure nobody cares to see you on the big screen." "Haha ya I guess." I said clearly uncomfortable. Gustav started "hay Mr. Jacobs we have huge interview tomorrow we should get going." "I wasn't talking to you boy, it's disrespectful to talk over your elders." "Dad please just we need to get going." My dad reached over and slapped me "Don't talk over me yn." Gustav stood up, kissed his finger and punch him. "Don't you ever touch her again. I was trying to be civil and calm but you are just a bad father." Gustav yelled at him.
I looked at Gustav with tears filled in my eyes. "Gustav I think we should go." I said with tears running down my face and the family staring in shock. "Um ya, I'm very sorry for lashing out and we will see you later everyone."
(In the car)
At this point I had my feet on the seat looking at the trees as we drove past. "Yn I'm sorry for how I acted." I just sat there zoned all the way out just seeing my childhood on repeat. "Yn?" "Sorry um it's all okay but I don't think I'll ever get invited again."
"Wait why haven't you been there in years most of them seemed nice?" I didn't look at Gustav I just said. "When I was 6 I was raped then when I finally told someone I was 8. I was told I was a lier and it happened again when I was 12 then I never told anyone. So it got to me that my dad beating me was my fault and at 13 I tried killing myself. Then I was put in the syc ward for 2 years and after I got out I ran away and found you." I was still not looking at him and we were at home.
"Yn.." "Hay its okay just.. don't tell the guys please." "Alright but love I'm always here."
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Author note
This was intense and I took a page of my personal life to write this and just remember to tell someone if this is happening I'm 19 currently and I ran away last year I now love my life and I'm very proud of how far I managed to come
