I wanna be yours || Yeonbin

•{CHAPTER 1}•

Even when your gone , the dawn breaks through ,the clock keeps ticking and I've been moving on. Its been hard to move ahead but no matter what I'll never forget you , will always keep your memories within me deep inside just don't leave those sweet while's

Author's POV:

"I love you Yeonjun"

" You'll never love someone else even after I'm gone right yeonjun?"

" I'll never love someone else my moon, just please don't leave me , be with me here with everyone else please don't leave me...   "  Yeonjun said while shedding tears in front of the man lying on the death bed with lavenders surrounding the room.

"Its time you say your last goodbyes to him yeonjun-shii he doesn't have much time left" the doctor said with an sad expression on his face.

" l-love y-you yeonjun forever and eve-r"

"I love you too my moon forever and ever" He said while the tears were falling non-stop from his eyes making them red.

BEEP....BEEP....BEEP

" We're sorry we couldn't save him" the doctor said.

" NO! THIS CAN'T HAPPEN, HE CAN'T LEAVE ME ! BRING HIM BACK TO ME! RIGHT NOW! "  Yeonjun kept yelling and screaming tears still flowing down his face.

"I C..an't i can't breathe..." And suddenly everything around him went blank his vision became blurry everything became painful he felt like his head will burst open because it hurt so much he kept screaming to save him but he himself couldn't hear his own voice.

"YEONJUN! YEONJUN WAKE UP! Darling get up what is happening to you !"

 He opened his eyes suddenly jolting and saw how everything came to back to normal , he was on his own bedroom with a fluffy blanket covering him up but his breathing was heavy and was sweating like crazy while some tears were falling down his eyes he quickly wiped them and then his eyes were met with 2 pairs of worried eyes which looked like they'll be crying soon if something were to happen.

"Jimin hyung , kookie hyung what happened?" His voice was a little hoarse as he spoke

" junnie darling, did you dream about it again? you kept screaming in your sleep ,sweating and crying" Jimin said still eyes filled with full of worries.

"Yeah hyung , you know it will never stop ,I'm used to it by now its been so many years" he replied with a light smile that seemed to be with so much pain.

" I know baby its hard for you , we all do alright? and its time you forget about everything else ,we're always here to help you with everything got it?" Jungkook said now sitting beside yeonjun on his bed and pulling him into a hug while he wiped the leftover tears off yeonjun's face until his breathing was back to normal again.

 "Let's just get you up and have breakfast together okay? you have your college to attend and you surely don't want to get late, Yoongi hyung and tae are already downstairs waiting for you , come on" Jungkook said while ruffling yeonjun's hair and giving him a kiss on his forehead an then both of them left yeonjun in his room to get ready.

As soon as he got ready he went downstairs and saw 4 people looking at him with so much adoration in their eyes all waiting for him to come and join them he retured the same smile to them and sat with them to have his breakfast. 

" Goodmorning sweetheart , what's your plan for today? wanna ditch school and go out with me to play and have fun, hyung will take you wherever you want?" Taehyung said while giving yeonjun a wink with a wide smile and then going back munching his sandwich again.

" Goodmorning hyungs , and no tae hyung I am not going anywhere with you because I have a important test coming up and the professor might give us some important notes about it today" he replied with the sweetest smile ever melting all 4 of his hyungs heart all over again.

"I told you tae our junnie is super diligent when it comes to his studies and you better not make him an troublemaker like you alright" jimin said while glaring at taehyung.

"Excuse me? what do you mean by troublemaker ? I am just trying to make him enjoy his life and not make him a big of a nerd he already is" Taehyung said while looking offended by the words of jimin.

They kept on blabbering and teasing eachother and laughing until the bell of their door rang and taehyung went to see who was at the door , he was then met with a boy who was the same height as him just a little short with brunette hair and brown round eyes that looked at him asking for permission to let him in.

" Um.. Is yeonjun ready yet? I'm Beomgyu his friend he asked me to pick him up today for college" the brunette hair boy said.

" jjunnie why would you ask someone else to pick you up , you could've asked any one of us to do so" Yoongi said from the back finally speaking .

" Its because it causes me to have too much attention on me because of your cars and celebrity kind of personality and also because I do not want to trouble you all because all of you have your jobs to do as well" yeonjun said while going at the door and letting beomgyu in on behalf of taehyung so he doesn't keep on standing at the door.

" You do know you'll never be a trouble to us don't you? " yoongi said with a sad smile on his face.

" I know hyung but I also have to start doing things by self ,I can't always keep on relying on all of you right ,we'll talk about this later I'm getting late ,I'll be back with my bag in minute beomgyu" yeonjun replied to both yoongi and beomgyu and went upstairs .

" So beomgyu, you better keep our jjunie safe or else-" Yoongi was about to complete his sentence in an intimidating voice but was cut off by jimin.

"Or else nothing, beomgyu don't mind him ,he is just super protective over junnie ,don't be afraid and yoon you better stop with this you always lead for jun's friends be scared of him" jimin said while glaring now at yoongi as jungkook and taehyung were laughing at him getting scolded.

"Let's go now beomgyu" yeonjun came back with his bag and then giving his goodbyes to his hyungs.

" Be safe and call us immediately if something happens alright? "

 "Have a good day ahead sweetheart"

" Eat well darling I've packed lunch for you"

" Bye baby keep your medicines close with you okay?"

All his hyung's said with a smile and worry on their faces as if they've never let yeonjun go alone anywhere without even one of them , it wasn't a big deal but yeonjun knew how protective his hyung's were for him. Yeonjun smiled at them and then left with beomgyu for his college.

(Hello my pretty readers ! The first chapter for the first book of my life and I am really not sure how I did but I really hope you liked them, I would really appreciate your thoughts on the story , probably would countinue writing if people do read it , I love you and thankyou so much if you're seeing this <3 )

-YAOMYN