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conflictions

NYC, BRONX
FRIDAY NIGHT

"Ndot..NDOT..DOTTY COME ON" the teen screamed as she desperately tried to pull her bf back and away from a large and growing crowd

this was the one night ndot had promised y/n that there would be nothing but peace as they went to dthangs birthday party, but everything soon went left after a fight broke out in the club and ndot was in the middle of it

y/n finnaly managed to get ahold of his arm and drag him away when he pushed her off

"YO MOVE THE FUCK BACK" he yelled in the poor girls face. she flinched at his tone as her eyebrows furrowed in confusion

his expression softened her he took a second to really look at her

there was a bruise forming on the side of her face and her lip had been cut
it mustuve been the after math of her pushing through the crowd to get to him.

Ndot took a breath to speak when he was cut off by the sounds of gun shots

he grabbed onto her hand as they ran out of the party they soon found their way back in the rpt complex

ndot sat the girl on a nearby bench

"..you okay" he whispered
all he got was a nod

he watched as she fidgeted with her fingers
ndot took her hand into his as he rubbed circles around her thumb in hopes of calming her down but it only resulted in her breaking down in tears

"im sorry dotty" she cried making him quickly pull her into a hug

"you don't got nothing to be sorry for ma" he whispered trying to wipe her tears but they just Kept coming.

it hurt his heart that she even thought she had to apologize for the way he acted

"it's all my fault mama don't be sorry" he kissed her lips "ima Make it up to you I promise."

"I wasn't trying to get in the way I swear I just. I don't know what im sorry" the young girls breath quickened as she held her chest

ndot quickly realized she was having an asthma attack and dove into his pockets to get her inhaler
he put a hand on the back of her head and pressed down on the  pump letting her lips take in the soothing medication
                                   -ndot pov-
i nearly felt sick watching y/n as she chocked for air. did I cause this? I asked myself

y/n hasn't had an asthma attack in months. they were just starting to get better. am I bad for her?

"Dotty?" I snapped outta my thoughts seeing y/n looking up at me
"I think I'm okay now" she smiled

I felt my eyes burn wit tears as I wiped her smeared mascara seeing how puffy her eyes and lips had become
(bro my lips get thickk when I cry)

"I'm so sorry mama" I whispered
she stood up huggin my waist .

"I love u sm nathan"
I hugged her back tighter silently lettin my tears fall

IM BACK
this a lil depressin but OH WELL LIFE AINT ALL RAINBOWS N SUNSHINE
I HAVE A BOYFRIEND YALL😛😛😛😛
he found my wattpad.
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