ms.spinallot

Smoke sesh .

BRONX, NYC
MIDNIGHT

I layed flat on my stomach scrolling through IG
trynna catch a vibe.

my eyebrows raised with curiosity when I got a notification that ndot was going live

once I joined I immediately seen him throwing up his set with a joint between his lips

I shifted and rolled over on my back watching in amusement when suddenly ndot called out my name

I nearly dropped my phone on my damn face

I typed out wsp waiting for him to read the comment

he smirked and licked his lips
"come see wsp"

I pressed request to join his live n immediately he put me through

"wsp witchu gang" I mumbled makin him sigh and grin

"im chillin whatchu on" he asked as if he didn't already know

"nun much jus at the crib" I replied dryly for the sake of his fans

"slide through" he said givin me that look I couldn't say no too

"mmm only if u come scoop me" I yawned hoping that would be a deal breaker

"bet that omw" and with that he ended the live
I bursted out laughing as I sat up and began looking for my shoes

it was as if I was the only one keeping our relationship under wraps

I laced up my new balances when I felt my phone buzz against my comforter turning it over I seen a text from ndot saying he was downstairs

I went to grab my Montclair out my closet zipping it up with quickness as I swung the door open only to jump back at the sight of ndot

"I know I texted u n shit, but I thought it would be more real if I walked u to da V" he mumbled scratching his neck, not in embarrassment but with empathy

I moved his hand out the way leaning up for a quick kiss saying thank you as i shut n locked my front door

he held my hand while we walked to the car
I slightly turned my head admiring the way his eyes shifted from right to left
his ski mask hugging all his features

He opened the passenger door waiting for me to get comfortable before reaching over and fasting my seat belt giving me one last peck before shutting the door

I yawned once again as the car slowly began to drive, I turned my head to ndot

"what we finna do dotty" I asked rubbing his chest
"we finna get back to the crib my smoke ma wsp u wanna eat?" he questioned still focused on the road

"mm, im not hungry but I can smoke" i shrugged taking the aux n plugging it into my phone

"u can always smoke pot head" he chuckled
I hit his arm protesting to his statement

"I knowwww ur not talkin" I rolled my eyes scrolling through my playlist finnaly clicking on DO 4 LOVE by Snoh Aalegra

turning my phone over and leaning back I get a little tap on my thigh

"estas bein? You tired?"
"a little bit but im okay" I opened my eyes with a bright smile

we soon parked infront of ndots building heading inside

I took off my coat along with my shoes getting comfortable as I opened my phone for the first time in a while
my inbox was flooded with with girls asking me if me and ndot had something going on

I felt my chest begin to tighten as my head spun
the last thing I wanted was to be seen in a negative light or get negative attention
with my current mental state I wasn't sure I could handle that

tears started to burn at my eyes when I quickly pulled myself together remembering I was with ndot, I swiftly slid my phone under my thigh as he emerged from his bedroom with his ash tray

he turned his head to the side as he got closer to me

"why are you lookin at me like that" I tried to giggle but the lump in my throat prevented it

he placed the ashtray on the side table sitting next to me taking my hands into his
"please tell me what's wrong"

I soon broke down speaking on my concerns of the media finding out about us
he quickly pointed out the positives of us bein out and silenced my concerns
my head leaned against his chest as he rubbed on my back

"people gon chat about you regardless ma, it's up to you how you respond to it. you gotta live ya life" I nodded my head wiping my tears

30 minutes later I was back laughin and hugging up on ndot

"u wanna go live ma??"
"yeaahhhh why not"

he got up walking towards the kitchen propping his phone up the same way it was earlier pressing the live button I walked up behind him hugging his waist when he pulled me infront of him putting his head in the crook of my neck

"yo chat I be beatin my wife goonies or whatever teeski said" he mumbled
"dotty hush" I shrieked trynna cover his mouth

"aye what sexyy said?? bow! bow!" He yelled out
I quickly reached for the phone ending the live