Lustful Sins

chapter 17

I sat in his park a lot for about twenty minutes trying to figure out what to do. Why did I just up and run like I did? Gawd all he asked was a simple question. All I had to do was answer yes or no. Ughhh I need to get myself together. If I need anything right now its him. I can't fuck that up.

I got out the car and walked back into his condo the door wasn't locked so I'm guessing he never got up. My guessing was correct when I walked into the room and seen him sitting on the edge of the bed with his head in his hands.

"I meant what I said." I watched as he lifted his head.

"I love you Lance."

"I thought you left?"

"I couldn't bring myself to pull out. Lance this is new to me. All of this, falling in love so quickly. I'm not use to it and I'm scared. We moved extremely fast. One minute we're being introduced and the next I'm telling you I love you. I don't know what's going to come out of this but if you're willing to give me the love I need I'm willing to allow you. Just support me and love me unconditionally." I dropped my bag as he walked over to me. Yes I was scared indeed but I had to over come my fear and that was loving someone.

"Massiah I know it seems so fast ,but I can't stop the pace of my feelings. I never felt this way about anyone. I love you Massiah and I'm willing to prove that. Aint no need in being afraid I got you trust me." This man was something serious.

"I trust you." Was the only thing I said before he smashed his lips on to mine.

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Two months later.....

"Lance I'm not up for this! Like really who gives a damn! I love you and you love me so fuck others opinions!" Massiah said as she sat in the passenger seat of his car. She had been grumpy lately due to the reopening of her brothers case. It had been going on for three days now and it had Massiah feelings all over the place.

Lance and Ava haven't told neither of their parents about the divorce. They managed to pull it off for a whole two months, but they both came to the conclusion that it was time to tell them. Lance felt like even though he and Massiah had been living with each other for two months he still felt like they relationship wasn't free because people still thought him and Ava was still as one.

Massiah on the other hand didn't give two fucks about what others would think. She thought their relationship was perfect. The sex was great, the communication was A1, and they agreed on everything. So his mothers opinion was something she really didn't care for, but she knew Lance reputation and if he wanted to keep it clear this was something they had to do.

"Massiah we talked about this already. Come on let's go." Lance said as he got out the car and went to her side to open the door.

"Massiah get your ass out the car now!" Lance semi yelled as he stood there and watch Massiah with her arms folded.

"I really don't like you right now!" Massiah unbuckled her seat belt and got out the car. Lance rang the door bell and waited for Ava to answer.

"Where the hell were y'all! Come in. They haven't arrived yet Remy and Kelvin is in the dinning room. Massiah what's wrong with you?" Ava asked.

"I'm not up for this. Why couldn't y'all just call they ass! Y'all grown as fuck." Massiah said as she walked in the dinning room leaving Ava and Lance alone.

"Her brother case is going on so she moody as hell." Lance told Ava.

"Understandable" Ava laughed as they made they're way.