"Sam, can we see later?" I asked.
"Sorry, I can't. Busy"
"Can you just give me a minute?" I insisted.
"Ok. Later. At the park. 4:30" he said coldly and left me there standing at the hallway. While, being passed by some students who are busy.
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At the park...
I was sitting in a bench, covered by the shade of a narra tree.
There I saw him walking towards me. His head facing the ground with his earphones on. He looks so handsome. But these few days he's been treating me coldly.
"Sorry for being late" he said as he sat down beside me. Removing his earphone.
"It's okay, it was just 5 minutes" I replied. Maybe, he's really busy these past few days.
Then our atmosphere became silent. No one dared to start conversation. But I need to tell him this.
"Uhmmm.. I need to tell you something" I broke the ice.
"Go on" he simply replied..
I really need to tell him this..
"I want to tell you that I-"
*ring* *ring*
He looked at the message.
"Sorry, I need to go back. Coach was looking for me." he excused. I nooded.
I was just staring at his back walking away from me. Clearly avoiding the words I long to say to him.
When will he spare me some time?
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I waited Sam outside his classroom.
"Sam!" I called him. But he didn't turn his back to see me.
"Sam!" I called him again. But he doesn't seem to hear me , he's wearing his earphone.
I was going to approach him but Mark suddenly appeared and blocked me.
"Hey, Kim. Can you help me bring these?" He asked.
I was looking at his alluring eyes. I was lost at that moment as I lose sight of Sam.
"O-okay."
Don't get me wrong, I dont like this guy.
"Can I ask something?" He asked while we head towards the faculty.
"Yep. Sure. What is it about?"
"By any chance, did you and Sam fought?" I was caught in that moment. Did we? As far as I can remember we didn't.
"No. We didn't. Why?"
"I was just wondering. Because these past few days I can sense that something's bothering him. He can't even pay any attention to any of our lectures. He's always thinking of something very deep- deep as ocean is." He stated as we arrived at the faculty.
I was wondering, what is he thinking of.
I badly need to talk to him, I cant hold this anymore..
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"Hey, Sam"
"Hey"
Me and Sam are neighboors. I texted him to come see me at the playground near our house. I really need to tell to him.
"Sooo.. uhmmm.. are you okay these past few days?" I managed to start the conversation.
"Yep. You?" He easily replied without looking me at the eyes.
"Sam. I need t-"
"I was asking you. Dont change the topic." He said in a command tone. I obeyed.
"Sorry. I'm good" then looked at him.
"That's good to hear" he stared at me. Those eyes.
He was staring at me, intently.
"Sam?" I lowered my voice.
He looked away.
"I'm breaking up with you. I really loved you, before. I dont know what happened, I just fell out of love.
Sorry, Sam."
That's it.
I told him all the words that I' ve been preparing for a long time.
Yes, I'm breaking up with him. I admit, I was happy being with him these past 2 years. But nothing lasts forever. I don't know why I fell out of love with him. I just woke up one day, feeling nothing
For HIM..
