"Please don't leave please don't leave" I murmur to myself while I wait for Kevin to go to his new job.
No I'm not hoping for him not to leave. He can leave I don't care. I don't want the boys to leave. I have to them good bye. Finally I hear the front door open and Kevin yells.
"I'm leaving!!" he yells
I roll my eyes and just wait for him to leave. The door slams shut and his car starts in the driveway. I hear it back out of the driveway and listen to it till its a block away. I quickly run down the stairs and out the back door to the backyard and through the gate door. I rush to Lottie's back door and open it. Jay is standing in the kitchen.
"Please...don't tell me...I'm late" I puff
"Your not they're in the living room getting ready" she says
"Oh thank God" I say
"Honey did you run all the way here?" she asks
"Yeah. Its not that far" I say
"Honey with your ribs still healing you shouldn't run" she says
"I know I just couldn't not say goodbye" I say tears brimming my eyes.
"It's okay. It's okay" she says pulling me into a hug
"No it's not. Louis is like my older brother it's just as hard for me as it is for Lottie to say good bye. I've learned the hard way that if you don't say good bye you might never get the chance to again" I say into her shoulder
"Tanya your mom pasted away ten years I know it's still hard but you have to stop thinking like that" she says
"I know. But it's just hard" I say
"I know it is honey I know it is" she says
"Mom is Tanya here yet?" Louis yells
"Yes she's in here now" Jay yells back
Louis walks into the kitchen and sees I'm crying. He walks over and pulls me into a hug. I hug him back. Not wanting to let him go.
"If you want the boys can go without me" he says
"No it's fine you need to go...go see Eleanor" I say
"Are you sure?" he asks
"Yes I'm sure" I say wiping away my tears.
"Louis come on we gotta go!" Liam yells
"Okay" Louis yells back "Come on Zayn wants to say bye"
I feel myself blush as he pulls me into the living room.
"Oh good Tanya you did make it" Niall says
"Yup I made it" I say
"Well sorry we didn't get to see much of you this past month" Niall says pulling me into a hug
"It's okay...I understand" I say hugging him back.
"Hey it was great seeing you...you should come with Lottie next time she comes to London to visit" Liam says pulling me into a hug
"It was great seeing you too...I will try to" I say hugging him back
"Hey squirt good seeing you I'll miss you" Harry says hugging me
"I'm not a squirt I'm almost as tall as you!!! I'll miss you too Harold" I say
"Bye Tan I'll miss you" Zayn says hugging me
"Bye Zayn I'll miss you too" I say holding him tightly.
When he pulls away from the hug he kisses my cheek and wipes away the tears that have escaped. He kisses my cheek one last time and walks out of the door following Liam. Louis walks over to me and pulls me in close. I hold him tight and don't want to let go. He sighs and pulls away. He looks at me wipes and my tears away.
"I'll be back for you soon" he says
I nod and he kisses my other cheek before walking out the door to the car. Jay Felicities Daisy Phoebe Lottie and I walk out the porch and wave them off. When their car disappears around the corner we go back inside.
"Tanya wanna watch movies in my room?" Lottie asks
"Yeah sure just have to be home before four thirty" I say
"Yeah yeah yeah I know" she says
I laugh at her and we walk up the stairs to her room. We get in there and Puck out Dear John. We put it in and plop down on the bed. I didn't even make it past the commercial thingies before I was asleep. Sorry but if you've ever lived with an abusive father or parent you'd understand that after getting punched and kicked you have a hard time trying to sleep.
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Hey guys!!! so just a filler chapter that'd why its so short.
~Izzy
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