My Best Friend's Brother's........Bandmate?

So Close Yet So Far

I open the front door and close it behind me. I plug my Ipod in and take off walking down the street. I get to the Starbuck's not far from Theresa's and go inside.

"Hey it's Tanya!" Matthew yells

"Hey Matt," I say walking to the counter

"Let me guess a medium hot chocolate two percent milk with an extra drop of whipped cream on top?" he asks

"You know me so well," I say

"You do come in everyday here's your hot cocoa I got smart and ore made it, " he says

"Aren't you a thinking boy?" I ask laughing

He laughs and I pay for my cocoa. I take it and walk out the door. Sipping on it. Wait MY BIRTHDAY IS TWO DAYS AWAY!!!!! YEAH!!!! That means Zayn is coming tomorrow and we leave Friday morning. Yes!!!

Oh this past four months have drug by. My aunt going out or have a special dinner at her house everynight. Work everyday. I'm home all by myself. The only person I talk to here everyday is Matthew. And that's just to order my hot chocolate.

I walk back to Theresa's and of course she's gone. Because I am the forever alone girl. I walk up to my room. I sit in my desk chair and look outside the window. The sun in the sky. Kids outside playing. I should be out there enjoying the sun. But I cant bring myself to. Not in the daytime. I'll go out at night. But during the day the only place I go is to get Starbuck's. I've had the same dream the past four months that makes me scared to even leave my room. Much less go outside.

I shudder from the thought of the dream and look away from the window. I go lay on my bed and turn the TV on.

I'm watching Phineas and Ferb when my phone vibrates.

From Zayn

Hey so excited!!! I cant wait to see you babe :)

I smile at the text. We've gotten closer. A lot. But I still haven't let my guard down around him.

To Zayn

Hey!!! I am too!!! I cant wait to see you either :)

From Zayn

Does your aunt even remember?

To Zayn

Probs not you know how she is >:(

From Zayn

Yeah. I'm sorry babe. I love you

To Zayn

I love you too

I sigh and send the text. I'm still not sure sending it. I know I feel it but to send it to him. It feels weird.

I stand up and walk down the stairs. I walk into the kitchen and walk to the fridge.

I get to the corner of the counter before I slip and fall. I hit my head on the counter and feel something wet running down my forhead.

"Watch were you walk I soulless water and haven't cleaned it up yet!" Theresa yells

No shit. I think to myself. Then I'm inclosed by blackness.

*Zayn's POV*

I throw the last of my clothes for the trip in my suitcase. I zip it up and set it by my door. I sit on my couch and turn the TV on.

*Buzz Buzz Buzz*

I reach over and grab my phone. Alarm 9:30.

"Shit!" I say

I get off the couch. Ugh I see I feel asleep here last night again. I run up to my room and take a shower. I change into the clothes I had layer out and run downstairs. I grab my suitcase and run out to my car. I speed off to the airport. I get there and go through security.