𝙳𝚎𝚊𝚛 𝚂𝚘𝚘𝚋𝚒𝚗,
𝙵𝚒𝚛𝚜𝚝 𝚘𝚏 𝚊𝚕𝚕, 𝙸 𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚍 𝚝𝚘 𝚜𝚊𝚢 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝙸'𝚖 𝚜𝚘𝚛𝚛𝚢 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚍𝚒𝚊𝚛𝚢. 𝙸 𝚍𝚒𝚍𝚗'𝚝 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚕𝚒𝚜𝚎 𝚠𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚒𝚝 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚞𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚕 𝙸 𝚕𝚘𝚜𝚝 𝚖𝚢𝚜𝚎𝚕𝚏 𝚒𝚗 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚏𝚎𝚎𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚜.
𝙰𝚜 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚋𝚎𝚜𝚝 𝚏𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚗𝚍 𝚜𝚒𝚗𝚌𝚎 𝚌𝚑𝚒𝚕𝚍𝚑𝚘𝚘𝚍, 𝙸'𝚖 𝚊𝚜𝚑𝚊𝚖𝚎𝚍 𝚘𝚏 𝚖𝚢𝚜𝚎𝚕𝚏 𝚋𝚎𝚌𝚊𝚞𝚜𝚎 𝙸 𝚠𝚊𝚜𝚗'𝚝 𝚊𝚋𝚕𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚗𝚘𝚝𝚒𝚌𝚎 𝚑𝚘𝚠 𝚖𝚞𝚌𝚑 𝙸 𝚑𝚞𝚛𝚝 𝚢𝚘𝚞.
𝚈𝚘𝚞'𝚟𝚎 𝚋𝚎𝚎𝚗 𝚊𝚌𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚜𝚝𝚛𝚊𝚗𝚐𝚎 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚙𝚊𝚜𝚝 𝚠𝚎𝚎𝚔𝚜 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝙸 𝚌𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍𝚗'𝚝 𝚏𝚒𝚐𝚞𝚛𝚎 𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚠𝚑𝚢 𝚞𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚕 𝚗𝚘𝚠.
𝚂𝚘𝚘𝚋𝚒𝚗, 𝙸 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝚗𝚘 𝚊𝚙𝚘𝚕𝚘𝚐𝚢 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚑𝚎𝚕𝚙 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚛𝚎𝚌𝚘𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚏𝚛𝚘𝚖 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚙𝚊𝚒𝚗 𝙸 𝚌𝚊𝚞𝚜𝚎𝚍 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚒𝚝'𝚜 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚝𝚑 𝚊 𝚝𝚛𝚢.
𝙸'𝚖 𝚜𝚘𝚛𝚛𝚢 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚋𝚎𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚊 𝚐𝚘𝚘𝚍 𝚋𝚎𝚜𝚝 𝚏𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚗𝚍.
𝙸'𝚖 𝚜𝚘𝚛𝚛𝚢 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚒𝚐𝚗𝚘𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚢𝚘𝚞.
𝙸'𝚖 𝚜𝚘𝚛𝚛𝚢 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚠𝚊𝚢 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚍 𝚖𝚎 𝚝𝚘.
𝚂𝚒𝚗𝚌𝚎 𝙸'𝚟𝚎 𝚋𝚎𝚎𝚗 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚋𝚎𝚜𝚝 𝚏𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚗𝚍, 𝙸'𝚟𝚎 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚕𝚒𝚜𝚎𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝙸 𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚍𝚘 𝚒𝚜 𝚖𝚊𝚔𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚙𝚢.
𝚂𝚎𝚎𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚐𝚘𝚛𝚐𝚎𝚘𝚞𝚜 𝚜𝚖𝚒𝚕𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚊𝚍𝚍𝚒𝚌𝚝𝚒𝚟𝚎 𝚕𝚊𝚞𝚐𝚑𝚝𝚎𝚛.
𝙱𝚞𝚝 𝙸 𝚍𝚘𝚗'𝚝 𝚜𝚎𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚊𝚗𝚢𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚎. 𝙸 𝚊𝚕𝚖𝚘𝚜𝚝 𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚐𝚘𝚝 𝚑𝚘𝚠 𝚖𝚎𝚜𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚒𝚜𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚕𝚘𝚘𝚔𝚎𝚍.
𝐀𝐥𝐦𝐨𝐬𝐭.
𝚂𝚎𝚌𝚘𝚗𝚍𝚕𝚢, 𝙸'𝚖 𝚜𝚘𝚛𝚛𝚢 𝚊𝚋𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝙷𝚞𝚎𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝙺𝚊𝚒. 𝙸 𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚌𝚎𝚍 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚝𝚘 𝚝𝚛𝚢 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚐𝚎𝚝 𝚌𝚕𝚘𝚜𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚑𝚒𝚖 𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚌𝚕𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚕𝚢 𝚍𝚒𝚍𝚗'𝚝 𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚝𝚘.
𝚃𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚒𝚜 𝚙𝚛𝚘𝚋𝚊𝚋𝚕𝚢 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚒𝚍𝚎𝚊𝚕 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚕𝚎𝚝𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝙸 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚜𝚊𝚢 𝚒𝚝.
𝙸𝚗 𝚝𝚛𝚞𝚝𝚑, 𝙷𝚞𝚎𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝙺𝚊𝚒 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚗𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝙸 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎𝚍.
𝐈𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐲𝐨𝐮.
𝙎𝙤𝙤𝙗𝙞𝙣, 𝙄 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪.
수빈 사랑해.
スビン、愛してる.
𝚈𝚘𝚞'𝚛𝚎 𝚖𝚢 𝚜𝚞𝚗 𝚝𝚘 𝚖𝚢 𝚖𝚘𝚘𝚗. 𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝚕𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝 𝙸 𝚐𝚎𝚝 𝚏𝚛𝚘𝚖 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚛𝚎𝚏𝚕𝚎𝚌𝚝𝚜 𝚘𝚏𝚏 𝚖𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚖𝚢 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚕𝚍 𝚛𝚎𝚟𝚘𝚕𝚟𝚎𝚜 𝚊𝚛𝚘𝚞𝚗𝚍 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎 𝚑𝚘𝚠 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝙴𝚊𝚛𝚝𝚑 𝚘𝚛𝚋𝚒𝚝𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚜𝚞𝚗.
𝙼𝚢 𝚎𝚢𝚎𝚜 𝚕𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝 𝚞𝚙 𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚗𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝙸 𝚜𝚎𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎 𝚋𝚛𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝 𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚛𝚜 𝚒𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚗𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝.
𝚂𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎𝚜 𝙸 𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚗𝚊 𝚜𝚌𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚖 𝚑𝚘𝚠 𝚖𝚞𝚌𝚑 𝙸 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝙸'𝚖 𝚊 𝚌𝚘𝚠𝚊𝚛𝚍. 𝙸 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚜𝚌𝚊𝚛𝚎𝚍 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝙸'𝚖 𝚜𝚕𝚘𝚠𝚕𝚢 𝚕𝚘𝚜𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚢𝚘𝚞.
𝚂𝚘𝚘𝚋𝚒𝚗, 𝚒𝚝 𝚋𝚛𝚘𝚔𝚎 𝚖𝚢 𝚑𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚍 𝚑𝚘𝚠 𝚖𝚞𝚌𝚑 𝙸 𝚑𝚞𝚛𝚝 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝙸 𝚞𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚠𝚑𝚢 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚠𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍 𝚊𝚕𝚠𝚊𝚢𝚜 𝚛𝚞𝚗 𝚊𝚠𝚊𝚢 𝚏𝚛𝚘𝚖 𝚖𝚎.
𝙸 𝚌𝚊𝚗'𝚝 𝚋𝚎𝚕𝚒𝚎𝚟𝚎 𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚝𝚑𝚘𝚜𝚎 𝚗𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝𝚜 𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚌𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚍 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛𝚜𝚎𝚕𝚏 𝚝𝚘 𝚜𝚕𝚎𝚎𝚙, 𝙸 𝚜𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍'𝚟𝚎 𝚋𝚎𝚎𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚠𝚒𝚙𝚎 𝚊𝚠𝚊𝚢 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚝𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚜.
𝚈𝚘𝚞'𝚛𝚎 𝚜𝚘 𝚏𝚛𝚊𝚐𝚒𝚕𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚙𝚛𝚎𝚌𝚒𝚘𝚞𝚜 𝚝𝚘 𝚖𝚎, 𝙱𝚒𝚗𝚗𝚒𝚎.
𝙸 𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚑𝚘𝚕𝚍 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚒𝚗 𝚖𝚢 𝚊𝚛𝚖𝚜 𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛.
𝙱𝚒𝚗𝚗𝚒𝚎, 𝙸 𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚋𝚊𝚛𝚐𝚎 𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚘 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚛𝚘𝚘𝚖 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚜𝚒𝚝 𝚍𝚘𝚠𝚗 𝚘𝚗 𝚖𝚢 𝚕𝚊𝚙 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚜𝚖𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚔𝚒𝚜𝚜𝚎𝚜.
𝙸 𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚏𝚎𝚎𝚕 𝚖𝚢 𝚛𝚘𝚞𝚐𝚑 𝚕𝚒𝚙𝚜 𝚘𝚗 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚜𝚘𝚏𝚝 𝚘𝚗𝚎𝚜.
𝙼𝚘𝚜𝚝 𝚒𝚖𝚙𝚘𝚛𝚝𝚊𝚗𝚝𝚕𝚢, 𝙸 𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚝𝚘 𝚖𝚢𝚜𝚎𝚕𝚏.
𝙸 𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚖𝚊𝚛𝚔 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚊𝚜 𝚖𝚢 𝚘𝚠𝚗, 𝚖𝚢 𝚙𝚎𝚝. 𝙰𝚗𝚍 𝙸 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕.
𝐂𝐡𝐨𝐢 𝐒𝐨𝐨𝐛𝐢𝐧, 𝐰𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐲 𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐛𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐧𝐚𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐫𝐲 𝐲𝐨𝐮.
𝙸 𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚝𝚊𝚔𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚘𝚗 𝚋𝚎𝚊𝚌𝚑 𝚍𝚊𝚝𝚎𝚜, 𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚝 𝚍𝚊𝚝𝚎𝚜, 𝚌𝚘𝚏𝚏𝚎𝚎 𝚍𝚊𝚝𝚎𝚜.
𝙸 𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚛𝚘𝚍𝚞𝚌𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚝𝚘 𝚖𝚢 𝚙𝚊𝚛𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚜 𝚊𝚜 𝚖𝚢 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎𝚛.
𝙲𝚑𝚘𝚒 𝚂𝚘𝚘𝚋𝚒𝚗, 𝙸 𝚊𝚖 𝚖𝚊𝚍𝚕𝚢 𝚒𝚗 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚢𝚘𝚞.
𝙎𝙚𝙣𝙙𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙢𝙮 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚, 𝘾𝙝𝙤𝙞 𝙔𝙚𝙤𝙣𝙟𝙪𝙣 💘
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Depths of a diary
FanfictionA diary where Choi Soobin writes down his feelings for his best friend, Choi Yeonjun. When Yeonjun reads it one day, no one knows what's going to happen.
