Dear Diary,
Idk what's going through my head right now but I feel like I might pass out.
Yeonjun tried to talk to me. Huening Kai tried to talk to me. I refused to speak to both of them.
That was until they both decide to hijack my house and practically break my bedroom door down.
I was in shock when they both approach me with a big hug. I still couldn't look Yeonjun in the eye but it was nice.
They apologised for not telling me earlier and they wished that I would support their relationship.
Of course I said yes but a part of me died inside. My heart sank to my stomach as Yeonjun gently kissed Huening Kai's cheek.
They offered to take me out and I agreed only because they begged. I thought I would feel like a third wheel but I actually had a great time.
We went to MOAVILLE theme park and there were tonnes of amazing rides. Yeonjun almost threw up a little when we went on the roller coaster but I couldn't help but giggle slightly.
Then they said that they wanted to go on the ferris wheel and I told them ill go get cotton candy as I thought that they needed their 'couple space'
I sat on a bench and started to cry a little. I knew that Yeonjun would probably never see me as more than a friend and now he had Huening Kai.
God knows what they were doing up there. I just texted Yeonjun that had to go home as there was an emergency and got the hell out of there.
I went back home and slump on my bed. I cried for so long that I eventually fell asleep and now I'm awake at 4:00 writing this.
Soobin. 😔
(A/N: Don't worry it is not 4:00am here. I have an extreme cold and I'm some what dying while writing this so sorry if its not that good)
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Depths of a diary
FanficA diary where Choi Soobin writes down his feelings for his best friend, Choi Yeonjun. When Yeonjun reads it one day, no one knows what's going to happen.
