just acting | yeonbin ʚɞ

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Soobin sat in my car silently.

After I had kissed him and he walked away, we didn't talk once other then the script.

Todays shooting had gone well, so I decided to take him for a treat.

I put my hand on his thigh, and he looked up at me.

"Soobin we need to talk."

"About what?" he said bluntly.

"Look, I know what happened that day is over now but-" 

"If it's over then let's not talk about it, yea?"

"I'm sorry for kissing you, can we please talk about it soobin."

"Be quick, i want to get home soon."

Atleast he gave me a chance to talk about it.

"I just want you to know, I was never gonna let my mom get in between us again. Please soobin hear me out. I haven't spoken to her since that day, and all I've been doing is missing you. My feelings for you won't go away no matter how mad I try to be at you. I love you soobin, please." I grabbed his hand at the last word.

"You not speaking to your mom isn't a good thing, hyung."

"At this point, it's not even completely because of you. I'm tired of her pushing me to do stuff just for her own success. She makes me feel burdened to do stuff, and she wont even let me love who the hell i want? Honestly, all she did was give birth to me, but I don't want to call her my mom because my whole life I've needed to be perfect to fit her standards."

Soobin went silent.

"I'm sorry.." he said and I could hear his voice shaking as if he was going to cry. 

I pulled him in for a hug.

"It's okay, baby."

"No I'm sorry hyung.. I didn't know what to do when I saw you like that.."

"It's okay. It didn't even stay for long see I'm all handsome again!"

He laughed.

"All you care about is your appearance!"

"Yea, I have to look good for my darling~"

I smiled.

The empty feeling in me filled up quickly.

I leaned in to kiss him.

He put his hand over his mouth.

"No."

"Why nottt?.."

"Because your lips are chapped."

I laughed.

"Do you have chapstick I can borrow?"

"Yea actually," he said taking chapstick out and putting it on his lips.

I pulled him in by his shirt and ran my lips all over his.

He pulled away for a minute.

"We're in the car someone might see.."

"I dont give a fuck, im too excited to have you back."

I got out of the drivers seat onto soobins lap.

He looked at me up and down and smirked.

I unbuttoned his shirt, and he pulled the seat all the way back.

I ran my lips all over him—-

(we all know what happened after that..)

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