just acting | yeonbin ʚɞ

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Days were passing by really quickly.

These days though, I'd been really busy..

I hadn't seen soobin for 3 days because of this.

I was too busy handling modeling jobs, and small parts in movies.

....

3 days seems like it's not a lot, but i missed soobin dearly.

Maybe it's because of how he makes me feel..

I love soobin.

Gosh.. his smile makes me go insane.

Just seeing him makes me so happy..

I guess I'm hopelessly in love.

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My darling <3

Hey darling~

What is it?

Aren't you happy to talk to me :[

I am. Where have you been?

You missed me didn't you~

No.

Maybe.

Your so cute darling!

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I couldnt help but smile at these messages.

He made me uncontrollably happy.

I havent felt like this in a long time.

I wanted to treasure and keep this feeling forever..

I'm just scared.

I don't want to lose soobin again.

...

I must be thinking too much.

It's late, time to go to sleep,

I thought to myself laying down on my bed.

Today was a very draining day.

Some days I just felt sad.

I felt like all my friends would do something with out me.

I hated the feeling of being left out, but I didn't want to keep them from having fun.

Life is really..

Tiring.

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I guess I had fell asleep, because when my eyes opened, it was bright.

Yah.. I seriously was starting to overwork myself.

But I couldn't stop.

I wanted to make my parents really proud.

Seems like whatever I did, they never cared though.

No matter what I went through anyways, I'd try to cover it up.

I didn't want anyone to worry.

These last few days had been really tiring , though.

I have to shower, I thought to myself.

I got up slowly and picked out a set of clothes, letting out a groan.

I had to pick up on self care too, because I knew that was important.

I took a 30 minute shower.

"What do I do with my hair.." I said, talking to myself.

Whatever.. I could just leave it like it is.