What is Love?

Gian

Hai 大家! This is a Zhang Guiyuan chapter wherein his character is Gian Chan. The story setting would be in CISM too, so enjoy! 

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You Belong With Me - Taylor Swift

Alliah Tan

"Huhuhu!!"

I cried my heart out, embracing the railings and Allie jie continues to pat my back. "C'mon Ali, its okay."

Tears just keep on flowing, my heart feels heavy for only fourteen years of existence. " I don't know why I'm feeling this jie." I wiped my tears with the tissue in my hand.

"Its part of growing up?"

My heart throbs at her tone and I felt my tears coming out of my eyes again. "Huhuu! You're not sure yourself!"

I saw her putting her hands on her waist while I stomp my feet crying like a kid. I can't help it, I want to scream. It just hurts so bad right now.

Gian and I were friends since we were kids- and sadly, I'm dumb and I fell for him. I should not right? We are friends.

Or maybe we were.

Coz I don't see him as a friend anymore.

"Ali, you know... You guys are still young?" I just looked at her, I expected more than the typical replies of an older person. "I'm not invalidating you okay? What I mean is, I know you are sure about your feelings already but one wrong move can end everything."

As if I am not aware of that. If I wanted to act impulsive, I wouldn't be crying here.

My phone vibrated and I saw a chat from him asking if we should be partners for gym class after this lunch break. What an offer of suffering!

"Its Gian..."

"Its okay. Fix yourself c'mon, its almost time for class." Allie jie helped me fix my hair and gave me a hug.

"I really like him.."

"You really do."

"and it hurts so bad that I can't even tell him."

"I bet it does."

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"Ah!" my head just replayed my whole life and my left eyeballs traveled to my right ear.

Okay, that might be an overreaction. Harry accidentally hit me with a basketball. Of course, it hurts like a bitch! Why am I even standing here anyway? Oh right, I need to be on standby in case Gian needs water.