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France

The next morning I woke up and saw that I had fallen asleep and not seen his message. I smiled at my phone seeing that he thought I was handsome.

France 🇫🇷: Good morning Carlos...
Carlos: Good morning mate. How did you sleep?

I left him on read. I couldn't stand that he would call me mate. I wasn't ready for that. I took the blankets off and went down for breakfast. My mom has always stood there with a whole breakfast meal. My brother and dad had left to train.

"Hey, mijo. How you feeling?" Ma asked.

"Heartbreakingly in love with the wrong person" I replied, bringing food on to my plate.

"You're still in love with Colton or have you found love with the alpha?"

"I'll get back to you when I know the answer to that"she smiled at me, I finished eating what ever food I had, then leave the kitchen.

Sundays are normally the only day I have with Colton. So, I decided to go see him.

"Hey!" I said to him when he opened the door.

"Fran!" He pulled me in his arms.

"This is not changing anything" I said mid kissing his neck. "I just can't get you out of my heart that easily"

"You have been mine for so long, I don't know how it is not to have you" he said. "We gotta sneak in cause alpha stone is here talking to some of the people in our pack about some ball"

Shit! I said to myself.

"I've gotta go!" I tried to pull away from Colton but he held on to me. "Colton I've gotta go"

"What the hell!" I heard the same voice I've been hearing in my dreams. The voice my wolf craves hearing.

"Alpha Stone, our apologies we were just leaving" I said.

"Stay" he said.

"I am sorry alpha I have somewhere to be" I lied, Colton still held me by my arm. "Colton I've gotta go. I've got to go because I have a mate and you're not him"

"Fuck your stupid mate, we both know why you came here! You wanted a good Sunday fucking!" Colton growled. Carlos just stared.

"My apologies, I'll leave you to be. Have fun with your Sunday fucking" Carlos walked out. I looked around and it was just me and Colton standing. No other pack members. Colton belonged to Carlos pack.

"He has been weird lately" Colton commented, which to me his attitude made sense.

"Can you wait a minute?" I asked Colton and walked away. I saw Carlos in his car already driving away.

"Do you want to talk about it?" I turned around and Colton was standing there watching. "You know you can trust me"

"I can't say anything about it. I promised" I looked down.

"You don't have to, just tell me how you feel and I'll listen" Colton said, walking away. I followed and we went to our spot in the forest. The same one that I had broke up with him. He sat down on the rocks and I stood.

"He, he says he will come out once I accept him. I've been texting with him. I feel torn. I feel that my heart has been pulled away from my body. I feel the need to see him and be with him but I am so heartbroken that I can't be with you"

"It's a weird feeling, this thing between us has lasted so long. We both thought we'd be mates. But things didn't work out. I love you so much Fran that I know I've got to let you go. You have to let go of me too. You're clinging to the feeling of us. But imagine the life and the feeling that he will give you! He will love you and he will always put you first baby"

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